i thought tat was my last post...
noo..
it was just two days ago...
graduation nite...

just wanna share some photos..
1st pic..is where all the wonder bang member were together!!! yay! grp photo!!
2nd pic..when we were still in dresses...b4 the perf..
with our form teacher..5kb..oh chris havent arrive..

michelle its ok!when u r back,we hv our own grad party!

I missed out on graduation night. I know right, big deal...but it feels like it just sunk in. I'm freaking miles away, duh, and I know I've missed out on so much stuff. But I was supposed to be there, graduating alongside them. Wearing the gaudy purple graduation robe thingo, performing (or watching my closest friends perform), screaming my lungs out. Dressing up, putting makeup on, calling each other non-stop...it's the celebration of what it means to be in SA, even if I wasn't there for all of 5 years.

*opens an eyelid*
Nope, I'm still in Melbourne.

Next week is hellish all over again.
And if I hear one more thing like, "What about me? I'm even worse off. I have this this this and that that that" I'll beat the crap out of someone. If you're gonna show off bout the magnitude of your problems, tell it to someone else. I have no idea where you get off thinking that belittling someone else's problems help?!

Big or small, problems are problems, the end.

I don't want this year to end. Not yet. Year 12 adsjalfhflskajdla.
I am so effing scared for my Indo oral exam. And the gila-ness of sacs next week, frick D:
Off to attempt opening textbook,
Michelle

hello ppl,
spm is justtttt around the corner..
in like 4 weeks?
1 month?
OMG

good luck to everyone..STUDY HARD!
we want A+.....
wahhh if tat is soo easy to achieve...

i have to study...
MUST STUDY..
mich..take care of urself thr!!!good luck for ur exams..don fail for methods?(weird subj...)
all the best to me n the rest of the ppl here....

I love B2ST,
Your Bad Girl,
Ju

Yep, by 2NE1 :) Meh, I did say I don't listen to girl bands.
I take that back, I do listen to almost anyone except SNSD. I'm biased I know D:
And it's still limited to Wonder Girls, 2NE1 and f(x) :PP

I feel like I've stepped into a nightmare. Nothing is going right.
I'm falling apart. I can't see straight.
Stressed. Depressed. Arghhh.
I hate feeling the way I do now, I hate moping and crying as if my life is gonna end.
I think I've cried for a record total of 4 hours now. Bloody hell.
And I can't even decipher exactly what I'm crying for.
A whole mess of things.
I knowww it's not the end of the world, I know it'll get better, I know that there are worse problems out there,
but I can't seem to get out of it.
Maybe when this hellish week is over.
Maybe when this TERM is over.
Damn, I need something to look forward too.
Oh, and I EFFING FAILED METHODS. A subject I actually enjoy, one I actually am able TO DO. @&!@%&.
thank you guys, for trying to cheer me up <3

"Ppl are bastards. They have bastard fillings with bastard coatings." - Suki, in an attempt to make me laugh x)
-Michelle

haven't blogged in awhile...lots been happening to keep me away from here. I guess I just don't know what to write anymore D:

"The people that matter don't mind, and the people that mind don't matter."
I'm glad my mood swings are over for now, they got pretty bad. Started getting pissed at people for the silliest reasons. Hmmph. Thanks Yezi and Sam for being around :)

There's loads of things to do, and too little time. Year 11's out in what, 5 weeks? And after hols, it'll be like *drum roll* THE year.
You think people here are all laidback?! You gotta be kidding me. They're more kiasu then the ppl back at home okayyy. Freaking scary when you think bout the competition.

Anyway needs to shaddup and go,
1 sac down, 4 more to go,
♥ Michelle