i'm afraid i'm really turning into, to put this the nicest possible way, a bitch.
and no, it's not a compliment.

michelle

I missed you.
Kyahahahah.
Back to exmas for me.
Driving exams.
Puahhahaha.
I'm almost legit baby.
ANd today was sushi day.
I mean like OMG.
And talk about camwhoring.
ME?
Yes, in the exm boredom and blues I struck a few sufgtskdfjallicious poses and you shall see it.
If you're on my F-list on LJ.
Cause LJ pwns:)

no jiayeei, i can't spell it supercalifragilisticexpialidocious, I copy-pasted :P

this post is specially for those who MERDEKA-ED (temporarily, but still) HIP HIP HOORAYYY!
enjoy life while i'm wasting away in books xD
please blog when you can. i'm starving for news okay? :P
have funnnnn! (rmb to study when it's time to, okay, coz i'm still your permanent reminder :P)

ps. christine, i've had dreams involving you lately :O juju, i miss your blog posts. liyana, you're not a failure, no wayy. leilei, just give it your all, don't regret anything okay! fuji and fishie, how are you guys? sarah, see facebook, bcoz ily like that xD

until exams leave me alone,
miss you guys lots, really ♥
Michelle

Drowning in books, and what do I do? Blog :D

1. Never treat guys like they're girls. I'm not talking bout pondan way, talking about confiding in them and stuff. Dunno.
2. There are freaky people err, everywhere. Random asking for personal details lar, it's just scary okay.
3. Five periods today. FIVE FREES. Why did I even go to school? Everyone, including teachers, have fallen victim to bugs. (choi! for those who haven't)
4. Now everyone in the library knows that SHE DIDN'T CALL HIM. Whoaaa. Library = silence is golden. We have exams, little dears, EXAMS. Shh!

To make one decision to of GMA vs. GMS, I...
- Chat and talk and complained to Jia Yeei (still doing that now xD)
- Called Sarah and talked ONLY about this, and she listened to me even though she's doing SPM mid-years (I chose the obvious option over my pride, ily)
- Facebook-ed it.
- Talked over with Andrew every single possibility. Told him I was going to change, stay and then now I'm gonna change again! :O
- told Nav, Evon, Audrey and Emily.
- considered everything Nina, Michael and Peter (eg. "GMS IS TOO EASY! DO GMA!") told me, along with Tan Ji unni
- disturbed director of students and gma teacher a gazillion times
- non-stop chattering with family
- discussed with another MAM teacher
- looked up past year papers and counted the number of ppl I know that dropped gma in yr 12.

Okay I've decided. I'm handing it in tmr. Gahh.
Decisions, I hate making them, which sucks in itself.
For the better, right?
♥ Michelle

there's no telling what's going on in my head.
it sucks coming in second. but you have no idea how disappointing it is to be first, but spend all every second terrified that in the snap of your fingers, you'll lose it. or to know what it's like to be first and fall off the top of the ladder.
it could be your own fault, it could be anyone else's, it could be unforseen, unfortunate circumstances.
does it matter? it still happened anyway.
no, i'm not talking bout exams.

i'm an emo kid. omg shaddup jiayeei :P

It's not THAT long since I last blogged :P One extra longg (and boring) one for you, Jia Yeei xD

Today seriously sucked. Seriously, the only people I could stand today were Jia Yeei, Tan Ji, Andrew, Nav and Cheryl. I could seriously bite other people's heads off. Even now my head is still fuzzy and my stomach hurts. If you counted the number of times I turned around to glare at Samuel or tell him to shut up as well as almost shouting to get teacher's attention because excel was being a real pain, it's obvious I'm in a crappy mood.

GMA vs. GMS battle. I have the weekend to kill my brain with THE decision. It's true that I don't get any exhilaration from doing GMA, and it's not like I'm a super genius. In fact, I tend to lag behind. Maybe I'm just stubborn as hell. I don't want to give up. But I really really have no passion for GMA. Gah. And I don't need any challenges. Challenge myself later, in uni. Right now, it's the Enter.
GMS/Further = Year 10. Shouldn't the choice be obvious?

Indo. Another big headache. Aiya. I should've worked harder. Stupid me.

Another day in...
ESL
VINCENT YUEN'S SPEECH WAS FANTASTIC. Victor, Jia Yeei, and Allan were goood. In fact, everyone was, except for a few COUGH people, who decided to mooch off other people's brains. Anyway, Jowen's speech, even if it didn't really fit all criterion of a speech, is effective okay. I can still tell you what he said hahah. Victor is obssessed with Uma Thurman being Russian. She's German + Mexican + Swedish, silly! :D

GMA
We had a semi-party and I watched people play cards. Funny how I'm going to miss this class if I do change, even though I barely say a word D: And Ashan arm-wrestled with Mr. Pham. Ashan lost lol xD Niv managed to steal Mr. Pham's watch and Vicky got it as a prize for winning, err, a card game. PRINGLES ARE SO GOOD OKAY.

MAM
Discussing probability, drawing Karnaugh maps. So A was red, intersection A & B were blue, and B was black, and none of them is the colour of the board. White lar :O
Teacher: What is A but not B?
Andrew: Red and white...Pink.
Lol. Teacher laughed as well, once he got it xD
Andrew: Remember in Yr 7, when we used to knock under the tables and teacher would ask the person to come in?
Me: ???
Nav: Like this. *knocks under the table*
Me: *starts laughing coz it really sounds like someone's knocking on the door*
Teacher didn't even notice. Epic failll lar. The things they think of that I never did.
Me: Where's your teacher, Nav?
Nav: He's not here. You see that tank there, *whisper* we locked him in there.
Me: Ohhhh.
Before I left.
Nav: Michelle! Remember, don't let him...out...of...the...tank.
:O These two are guaranteed to make me laugh xD Lame but hilarious okay. You have to be there to actually laugh like a hyena.

Over and out, I'm getting lazy,
All the best for SPM trials you guys!
♥ Michelle

I want to grab Sarah to teman me buy and eat wtv oily canteen food I happen to be addicted to, with Christine telling me how I'm wasting my money. I want to walk around school, because we eat fast. I want to go to the toilet cubicle I always go to (Ew.)

I want to be on the famous bus, and tell ghost stories and swap seats because we frightened ourselves. I want to still be able to yell and wave goodbye out of the bus to the person i just know is going to get dropped off first.
I want to do all this things and more.
It ain't happening.

Next week mati die die.
I have to devote my life to methods.
ESL speech, chem prac, TWO methods tests (not this week pls kthxbye), GMA test.
And apparently that's not the end of it. It's not even freakin' EXAMS yet.
ARGH.

*pulls hair*,
Michelle

Blogging's like, one of the last things on my list lately :(

RANDOM THINGS I RMB THAT I THINK ARE FUNNY:
ESL...we're still on genetic engineering lol.
Vincent: We'll create a country with only boys!
Victor: o______O
Someone: What about reproduction?
Vincent: We'll create a country with only girls! Swtttt.
Allan: Why do you need a country with only girls? All you need is one woman!
OMG.

MAM...
Nav was trying to break the ice with lame lame lame jokes, with Andrew and me were being victimized :O
Nav: Michelle, I bet I can make you say "What?"?
Me: What? *fail*
Few seconds later...
Nav: I bet I can make you say "Red". What are the colours of the Australian flag?
Me: Err...I don't know. Wrong person to ask. (Haha I figured it out hours later, duhh)
Nav: Andrew, what are the colours of the Australian flag?
Me: Whatever you do, don't say black.
Andrew: Blue...white...
Nav: Red! See I told you I could make you say "Red"!
Andrew: What? You said you can make us say "Black"!
Nav: See you said black!
lol lol lol. He kept rubbing it in after that xD

I currently have the "Italian Man Who Went To Malta" randomly in my head.
And I went chestnut-picking. Who knew chestnuts were contained in something awfully thorny like DURIAN?
*pick* OW! *drop* *pick* OW! *drop*
Go figure xD
♥ Michelle