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What a ride...

2011-12-31T06:44:00.006+08:00

2011 has been one interesting ride...
Despite being more free than when I was doing VCE, I think I blogged just as much. Which is very little xD
Idk, blogging's hard. I reckon the people who are interested already kinda know what's happening or they aren't afraid to ask, and I'd prefer that any day (: And its hard to think of a starting point.
So here I am starting with the end of 2011...

I remember at the end of 2010/beginning of 2011 when Tanji and I were talking about what we're going to accomplish. We did a lot of it. We joined clubs, met people, went for camp, joined Oxygen, joined an LG...we had so many things we wanted to do I don't think I can even rmb half of them anymore. But, success!

I still think I have the best friends in the world. Idk, I just love the feeling of being able to catch up like nothing has changed. We talk about different topics for sure, their ideas and views and opinions change for sure, but they're still there, you know =D

We don't take many photos do we? :/ Andrew's Wii/Pool Parties are definitely a tradition (: It's so different to not see each other almost daily, but it's still better than what I could have hoped for. Can't emphasise how happy I am or how awesome these people are. Also, Peter you've been really awesomepossum this year. Not bad xD Thank you!

Rye was amazing. AMAZINGGGGGGGGG. People were amazing. Public transport was amazing. Buying food was amazing. And I'm aware of my lack of vocab. What else can I say? Even planningggg with May (as in planning is usually a drab, not May xD) was fun. Getting distracted from studying turned out to be so worth it. Every study session we had definitely had Rye in it: what to eat, where to rent, who was going... And nobody killed each other! We lived together and nobody died! Something to celebrate xD

We played heaps of Monopoly Deal and Taboo and watched movies. Swimming pool was a treat. Beach was soooooooooooo good, May's DSLR worked wonders. We had like 6GB worth of photos and videos. Imagine when most of us get our greens! Then we can travel further and have longer trips and we'll need more DSLRs. Haha. We're definitely planning more trips (:

I cannot look at photos of Rye for prolonged periods and not feel like I want to go back there. Also I was going to make lots more collages but that's all I can do for today. I spend way too long on photoshop. Tomorrow I shall devote myself to making collages lol, coz that's what you do on New Year's. You spend NYE outside, and actual New Year's making sure your virtual presence is felt ): Anyway, it's thirty-friggin-eight degrees tomorrow and I shall be sitting at home, chilling with le family coz if I step outside, I'll melt T_T

Then after that, transition from so hottttttttt to below zero degrees. Yay @_@;;
Okay sorry for the unusually long post, I've been blog-deprived. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE! :D

♥ Love, Michelle (:

:/

2011-09-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

I miss my best friend. I really, really do.
I've tried, and I'm tired.
People change I guess, that's the way it is.
It doesn't change the fact that its awful and it sucks.

Okay emo post byebye.
ENJOY HOLS! :D
♥ Michelle

:DDDD

2011-07-24T20:08:00.006+08:00

I love my amazing friends. They are really awesome and I wouldn't trade them for anyone♥
You ppl made my day, and I can't thank you enough (:
It sounds so soppy that I'm still :D but anyway...

So lunch + Wii + cake and pastries + the two who stayed for instant noodles and meatballs (:

Tanji, Andrew, Dan, Kenneth, Peter, Wing, Nadine
+ My sibling who didn't want to be photographed but did so muchhh + Sam, who called during Wii (:

I like teeny photos...idk why @_@
Darn it, uni is starting ): I'm going to miss seeing (most) of you ppl around T_T
Can't wait for next week with Liz and Allan and everyone elsee :D

♥ Michelle

holiday update

2011-06-23T10:40:00.003+08:00

Quick post, since Tanji will be here soooonn.
We're half way through the first year of uni! It's unbelievable how fast time flies ):

Right after exams, 14 of my coursemates headed to the cityy for a day out. I'll blog about this sometime, but I love my coursemates :D Grill'd/Nandos, movie, and then cap it off with Gloria Jeans...we should do this again :D

Yesterday I watched Tangled (yep I'm slow blah blah) with sis...and I realised while watching it, after everything that has happened, I'm still as much as a sucker for romantic movies and small gestures as I was before. Meh.

Going to see Glenny ppl tmr WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Missed them heaps.
Anyway, toodledoo,
♥ Michelle

2nd week already :O

2011-03-07T17:47:00.010+08:00

Warning: Stuff thrown in one post hmm...
As it turns out, 3 months is anything but long. Here we are, 2nd week of uni :O
I should really bring out the fanfare and drumrolls...*shrugs*
I can still imagine the last exam and all the hype and celebration and all the things we said we were going to do.
I don't miss VCE, not at all, but people and friendships I miss very much.
It's not like they're gone goneee or I'll never see/talk to them again, it just feels really really odd.

At the moment, uni kinda feels like a pitstop...not really where I'm heading next.
I go to uni so infrequently it almost feels like im attending a TSFX lecture or whatnot few times a week.
People are great and friendly and all, but more often than not, one hardly ever sees anyone around unless there are classes together. Feels really impersonal somehow.
I guess all the more reason to be grateful for the BAcc ppl :P
I've not seen Maddy once...not even onceee! o_o;;
Uni's pretty cool, it just takes some getting used to :x
Btw, I'm all bbq-ed out...keeping in mind there are 3 this week for me @_@ here I come!

Thank you Tanji lots♥ And Sam, Peter, Lei and Sarah for the past month or so (: It turned out a lot differently than I expected, but that's okay (:

Anywayyy, pictures and words!

Sis and I made Chocolate Brownie Cheesecake :D

Mille-Feuille from Laurent's PatisserieMille-Feuille from La TropezienneMacarons from La TropezzieneOnly the ones I could be bothered posting up xD
Had a day of trooping around to different patisserie's to eat desserts yummm.

Indo buddy meet up with Yi Lyn and Bel :D But Bebe went w/o taking pics D:

Library and lunch sessions with Tanji throughout holidays x)

Badminton & Monopoly Deal sesh w. Nad, Sam, Peter, Wing and Hans

Vincent and Chris' farewell party + Macca's session

Madhuri's 18th coz she's young like that :D And apparently, other than her cake, this is the only pic I have xD

And events with no pictures...
- Lunch and Max Brenner's with Jiayeei :D
- KFC Session with Andrew and Peter coz we bond over KFC xD
- Tanji's Korean BBQ (samgyupsal and bbq kimchi andd everything was sooo good)
anddd recently...
JAYESSLEE! with Nad, Peter and Andrew (and Tanji) :D And all the other 550+ ppl that showed up. Whooooo!

I have awesome friends ♥
Okay I've learned today that blogging takes up a lot...a LOT of time. Oh well.
♥ Michelle

2011-02-08T17:52:00.002+08:00

DAHLIIIIIIING. THE BLOG LOOKS AMAZING.

I was so afraid I would not be able to find the blog -cause i haven't been here for years-
But I had it in my links. Phew.
I did not expect this. Firstly the birthday post and secondly, that you've been posting all this while.
I'm sorry for my lazy ass x.x
So uhh..new year resolutions: post here and on lj where I've been dead. I'm so sporadic. In other words, short-lived. Gosh, I have an itch and I post/twit/p.s./etc. like crazy then I go off it for a billion and one years.
Now to read all the previous posts:D

happy birthdayy bestie!

2011-02-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

So I've been racking my brain for various ways to celebrate Sarah's birthday since I can't be there...
Sorry I dont have a creative bone in my body *headdesk*
Just thinking of all the stuff you made me T_T
And lately I just realised how many birthdays I missed D: Anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF! ♥

♥ Michelle

Summer break x)

2011-01-28T17:17:00.006+08:00

Enrollments are over and done withhh (: I'm a uni studenttt! o_O
I must say that computers in uni seem to be as slow as the computers in high school though @_@ Maybe even slower. Sheesh.
Met a couple of people etc etc...mann I should sound more enthusiastic xD

I reckon Melbourne Uni = Mini Glenny. Seriously. Or maybe even Monash Parkville xD
I'd like to have moreee people on my campus (ooh I have a campus xD), but oh well.

Still debating on whether the course I'm doing is the right one, I guess I'll find out sooner or later. ANU doesnt seem to allow me to defer on the basis of 'I might change my mind while doing another course.' Hmm D: Decisions decisions.

Anywayy so the past couple of weeks have been a blur of lepak (bum around), hangouts, exercise and watching Everybody Hates Chris/TBBT/HIMYM xD It's February sooooooooooo soon!

Randomm but Tanji just told me about hot springs in Japannn! And kotatsus! Ahh sounds so warmm considering I'm feeling cold xD
Sundayy is 40 degrees HELLO PPL WE NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH :D

Back to topic...so in between all the bumming around, there was Pool Party + Wii/PS3 xD Fun fun funnnnn on a sunny dayyy with awesome people x)

From Nad

Okay idk what's up with me and mini photos just enough to see that people exist, but anywayy.
Then whole dayy out for Tony and Vincent Aw's birthdayy...bbq + pool + arcadee. We won enough tickets to get Tony a giant eraser and Vincent a paddle ball to add to their list of presents xD
Hmm sounds more exciting when you're actually there watching the ticket machine count xD
But I cant imagine shepherding like, 18 ppl from bbq to the city etc etc so that was cool =D

From Hong

Then recently we haddd badminton and dinnerrr :D Ahh food and badminton = much liked combination.

From Nad

We had DINNER! :D So interesting teehee. We finished all the food and I reckon it was worth it.
I should get my own camera and take pictures *headdesk*. Only posted events that happened that had pictures xD

Time passes so fast! :x
Anyway off to watch tennis...on tv. Predictinggg Djokovic to win Aus Open? :D
Love,
Michelle

tomorrow's a new year :O

2010-12-31T15:16:00.007+08:00

Whyyy is it sooo hot on the last day of the year? T_T

Havent blogged in ages :x Very indifferent about 2011 at the moment.
Going to the interview made me excited for awhile coz the people there were awesome, and with luck they'll be some of the people in my course. And since when are interviews fun? xD
Change of preference was a bit of a dilemma but anywayyy that's over and done with after the countless phone calls and msn convos xD
I know where I want to go but was confused on how to get there. Hmm.
And uni sounds...idk, exciting but anyone who knows me knows I dont get along with change and leaving very well...

Going through all the pictures I've yet to post up made me feel superrr nostalgic, so here I am. I still remember freaking out over the class lists xD So for the last day of the year...the 5 awesome people that made 2010 the good year it was, despite VCE xD

Sam. Tanji. Nadine. Andrew. Peter.

I was gonna write individual shoutouts but it seems too much like the shirt signing and I dont know how to do it without being soppy (yes im almost always emotional, but wtv =P). I was wrong about well, alot of people and I've never been more glad that I was.

You guys are amazing, thank you for being around for me during the ups and downs and yay we survived VCE together ;D I never actually thought I'd make friends as good and close as I did. It's a bit DD: that I'm not going down the same paths as you guys, but I hope we'll always at least remain friends and hang out♥ *hugs*

Also to Sayanthri, Julie, Liz, Allan, Oshada, Chat, Alex, Cheryl, Victor, Michael, Lydia, Stacey, Tony and anyone I hope I havent missed out (sorryyyy), thank you heaps.

Andddd Sarah, Lei (especially for putting up with my rantings and constant spam xD), Ju and Chris for the overseas support xDD Miss and love you guys lots and lots.

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Keyword being happy x)

Love,
Michelle

muahaha exams are done :D

2010-11-11T19:05:00.002+08:00

In the days after Methods and before Chem, I spent a lot of time watching videos and planning after-exam events and freaking out on MSN xD Now that it's actually over, it sorta feels weird that I. really. don't. need. to. nerd. anymore xDD

Hasta la vista (not see you later, goodbyeee the end) subjects that screwed me over, also known as Chem and Methods! xD

So after Chem, were thinking of bowlingggg and movie, but settled on bowling + glenny tour instead (WE STILL NEED TO WATCH DESPICABLE MEEEEEE =O). I MISSED PLAYING BOWLINGG. So Nadine, Andrew, Peter (after his Starcraft 2 o.o), Sam (after muchhhh(!) convincing) and I hobbled off to bowling, and then we walked around glenny. No, not the shopping centre (well yes there as well), in the suburbs. Lmao we got sunburnt and whatnot, but we were talking andd talkingg and it was good (: About 4 hrs of random relaxation xD

HOLIDAYYYY LIST:
1. Get a job
2. Get my Ps *headdesk*
3. Make a doubly sinful tiramisuuuuu (cheesecake?)
4. Bakeee. Sam is willing to eat all the food I make, just hope he wont expand or I wont accidentally (hmm?) poison him.
5. Collect 3 profiles (note to self)
6. House party
7. Pool party
8. Heaps of badmintonnnn~

Okay I should put this on the sidebar, my brain's already spilling out with things to do xD
WE'RE DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
♥ Michelle

we're this close to the finish line... =D

2010-11-09T10:53:00.004+08:00

During exam period:

Frantic/random MSN exam convos and as my grandma use to say in Canto "boiling the phone porridge" also known as crazy long phone calls xD Most of this convos usually makes me end up on youtube but anywayyyy.
Counting down and planning exam after-parties
Being able to see everyone :x

Other than that, nothing's good about exams D: I reckon now, it's the waiting that's a bit unbearable. Well I still wish I was flying off somewhere (note: M'sia/S'pore and Korea) but heyheyy WE'RE SOOOOO NEARLY THERE!

I am 3481248304823 times glad I'm not doing Indonesian this year whoo! Cant imagine being stuck in the last subject of the year for an extra week :O

And SAM students finish tmr! Time for webcamming sessions with bff xD

I hate you Methods. And I'm so glad that if I wanted to I could rip (ahem...sell) my textbooks/books D: And the beyootiful asdfghjkl $200 CAS calculator that kept telling me "NO SOLUTION". One mountain down, Chem to go. I just looked at the cover book and instead of 75 marks its now 82 and they dropped the "pencil" bit from the instructions but i likeeee pencil D:

Whateverrrr in less than a few days this wouldnt matter.
I'm veryyy nostalgic and sentimental these days, it still feels like I just arrived here a short while back and noww I'm graduating but seriously, can't wait till vce's donee!

♥ Michelle :D

@.@

2010-08-30T20:45:00.003+08:00

Can't sleep, next day = super tired, be random, wind down and become tired, can't sleep. It's a continuous cycle D:
Not just tired physically, but tired in every way.
I say things without thinking and then regret it later D:
In a daze until someone knocks me out of my stupor.

Everyone seems excited to see the end of high school :x
It seems to me that I become close to the best ppl towards the end.
People come, people go. I know that.
But the prospect of starting from scratch again in a future I cannot yet imagine seems pretty crap T.T
Okay gtg catch some zzzzs,
Michelle

the legal age :D

2010-08-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

18!

Birthday's been awesome, thank you every single one of you who made this day uber cool :D
Our late jumper's have made their appearance, so yay (:
I want to call ze M'sian ppl so bad, but connection's bad D:
What would we do without buku muka? (ok that's bad :x)

As you can tell, I need sleep. But thank you again loves! ♥
Love, Michelle

it'll be over soon :O

2010-06-03T14:32:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TILL EXAMS ARE OVER :D
And I get to chillax with my bff ♥ VIP in the house! Nothing more that I want atm. I CAN'T WAIT!
Except for the formal to go smoothly and have uber uber loads of funn and an amazing night.
And maybe play Wii and badminton lol.

Two sacs, then HOLIDAYS!
I miss you guys, wahai teman-teman di Malaysia.

There are a few people which every time I talk to it feels like a breath of fresh air :D They cause laughter, reduce stress, and are good for you :D ♥
♥ Michelle

salt and pepper.

2010-04-26T17:18:00.004+08:00

Just tried to fry salt and pepper calamari! It tastes awesome but looks...awful DD: Oh well, next time xD

Before the holidays started...

We played Mafia! Haven't played this since Form 3 in PBSM...anyway, it was awesome fun, and the best laugh I've had since school started :D
It just got better...MALAYSIA + SPORE ;D Too lazy to post pictures, but they're all on fb anyway. I'll just post the chilli crab I had...yummmm xD

And the awesome people I got to meet...gah I miss you guys alreadyyy. We couldn't keep our mouths shut. And I got to see Narm, Danni and ET which I haven't seen in TWO YEARS. I had an EPIC time. Fun and carefree, unlike Year 12 haha. Thank you Sarah, Christine, Ju, Lei, Jing Yee, Chooi Yi, ET, Danni and Narmie! ♥

School started, what a bummer. Survived a 4 sac week xD FURTHER SAC IS SIX PERIODS adkaslgsdgk :O

I can operate a coffee machine (those massive ones) and make coffee. So many things to remember but SOOOO FUN. I made my first cappuccino!

Then came...the AGE EXPO. Omgg I was way too lazy to go again this time but finally made a decision to go the night before, like 9.30 pm. Heaps of ppl apparently went on Sat so I thought I wouldn't see anyone, but there were heaps of glenny ppl :O Like, everywhere you turn. Andrew and I both said we wouldn't go (he prolly holds the world record for most times to the expo :P) but both of us showed up lol, or so Tony says.

Tony and I carpooled there way too early in the morning, coz there were English lectures and shizz x) He has awesomee taste in music (Y), which is good since it was a pretty long and sleepyyy ride.

The line was incredibly LONG.
I thought they were queueing to buy tickets, but noooo, it was the line to get in!
Tony spotted Randeep, and we went to meet Peter and Andrew Yam...apparently they were more kiasu coz they were somewhere at the FRONT of the line, but yeah xD We rushed in like mad people and was immediately separated haha. It's like 70% sale on clothes!

So many Glenny people I wouldn't bother naming them, but we practically attended lectures the whole time we were there. Went around with Nadeesha looking around the exhibitions while the guys either ran away or went to listen to Melbourne uni lecture. Missed out on meeting Yi Lyn though T____T;; Carried so many of those undergrad degree booklets my arm wanted to drop off xD

Anyway, Tony and I didn't eat lunch till 4 DDD: And it was pretty freaking cold.
But the expo was alright. Last time we'll ever need to attend! :D
Okay Masterchef byee.

vce baby D:

2010-03-13T05:55:00.005+08:00

The one baby I'd want to abort T___T;;

Anyway, I haven't blogged about cowes camp, which was ages ago D: So I'll just put up pics. Student roleplays, the rec times and esp the school captain's production were highlights of the camp<3 I kind of really miss it now, esp since school is killing me.

Before that, CONGRATS SARAH JUJU CHRIS PUI LEI CHOOI YI JING YEE AND LIYANAA for SPM RESULTS! ♥ Grace was amazing btw, idk how the heck to people get 15As :O I'm dying to see you guys, and it'll be sooon sooon soooon! Stuff VCE D:

♥ Michelle

whattt? hols are so very nearly over D:

2010-01-22T07:19:00.002+08:00

Hello! After bumming around for so long, I thought I'll blog D:

Majority of my m'sian friends are now in college muahahaha. COLLEGE STUDENTS :D College there starts so early though, uni here starts in March. And school goes out in early November :P They're doing pre-us that sound impressive...like Cambridge A-Levels, or International Baccalaureate (dang that was hard to spell) Diploma Programme or etc x) HAVE FUN PEEPS! ♥

CHEM IS GONNA KILL ME D: Hands down, it's the worst subject ever *throws it to number 5/6* If that's one of my top 4, I'm screwed, please no D: I hate chem, and that pretty much throws out science altogether D: Sigh, was never meant to become a genius doctor or surgeon I guess :P And it's not like I need it. Stupidity might just haunt me D:

I've been...let's see, I can't recollect anything I've been doing except...SHOPPING! D: I know who to look for to shop with me, Mum and Cheryl, Jia Yeei (Zhen Hann can tolerate shopping, how amazing, unlike Tony :D) and Tan Ji!
I got a belt for a dollar! No seriously, when do they sell things for a dollar? Unless you're buying a cheese pastry =.=;; lol.

Anyway, I WANT TO GO SUPER SHOW 2 D: I don't even know when it is, google's not helping D:
I wish this years' classes would come out faster to put us out of our misery D:

Okay, need to construct a mind-blowing mind map (hahaha lame D:)
Michelle

2010 x)

2010-01-07T16:59:00.003+08:00

The people I know are awesome. The end :)

We are graduating in TWENTY-TEN! I like saying twenty-ten D:
And twenty-ten terrifies me too. What if I don't get the course I want? I need _____ enter score to get in! OMGAHHHHH. Shaddup D:

Soooo...in 2009, I:
- met new awesome people (Jia Yeei, Nina, Julie, Nav, Madhuri, Estelle, Sam, Tony, Yi Lyn, Emily & heaps more...)
- got to know more awesome people (Allan, Andrew, Charlie, Nadine, Evon & there's more!)
- bought my first non-textbook in Australia for $8 (WIN...costs RM 72 in M'sia wthwth)
- missed out on graduating :O
- attended my first formal (which was the bombbbbb!)
- stuffed and forgot someone not worth remembering.
- survived learning Indonesian x)
- made Boxing Day an epic success (6 different malls over 2 days babyyyyyyy) :D shopping deprivation much? :P
- met up with besties back in M'sia more than once :D

and
realised that there are LOADS of uber fun friendly awesome epic people out there somewhere :O and those who are not, why bother?

here you go jiayeei, 9/50 things about me lololol :DDDD
HAPPY 2010 ppls!
♥ Michelle
Attention Malaysians: Christmas/NY cards are lateeeeeee! D: I'm sorryyy.

holeeedayss D:

2009-12-09T06:44:00.002+08:00

Oh oh, wait must shout this:

SPM IS OVER! :D

This is the time where I SHOULD BE THEREE. I want to attend everything and not miss out on anything D: But anyway I'm still here, and you guys should CELEBRATE MERDEKA TO THE MAX babyyy! and come down to melbourne, yep i'm obssessed w. this D:

I just realised how completely broke I am. And Boxing Day will come up and I want to buy heaps of stuff D: Sigh. Give me a Christmas job someoneeeeee!

Last Friday, 8 of us traipsed out for badminton a.k.a Jiayeei, Nadine, Evon, Allan, Tony, Vincent Yuen and Vincent Aw xD Danggg it was pretty fun! ~~Except when someeee ppl decided to be extremely patronising.~~ My stamina = non-existent haha.

WHY ARE THINGS IN MELBOURNE SOOO EXPENSIVE?! Like, I've run out of things to plan that doesn't require spending much money *headdesk* Any ideas, anyone? I'm more than happy to plan stuff but the thing is, there's NOT MUCH to plan D: Sigh.

Things we can do:
1a. Watch movie (below $10 *shakes head*)
1b. Have a movie marathon at someone's house D: Problem is, my tv's teenyy D:
2. Christmas/NYE party. But surely there's other things to do BEFORE christmas/ny? D:
3. Lunch somewhere yummy (and that alone eats up $10+ D:)
4. Window shopping :S
5. Sigh.

Breakfastt,
Michelle

wave at the days as they go by x)

2009-11-30T19:30:00.002+08:00

Okay, last day of the month and I'm capped, so that's what I'm doing here x)
SPM ppl! You finish in 7-9 days, start the countdown babyyyyyyyyyyy~ And I must emphasise this, COME DOWN TO MELBOURNE!

For the past week or so, I:

Orientationn. Wasn't that bad but they suree tried to scare the crap out of us D:
YEAR 11 FORMAL. Was epic, as you know x)
Year 12 Interview. Also attempt to scareeeee you T____T;; and tell you to work harder D:
Yen Wen's Surprise Party. SUCCESS! She was surpriseddddd and heaps of ppl showed up :D
Yum Cha. Whoooo, with 10 ppl and only ended up to be $11 dollars per person. Dim sum can be wayyy more expensive than that okay, esp. we could hardly finish the food x) Was GOOD!
Glenny. I think Jia Yeei and I exhausted the whole of the shopping centre, need to find somewhr else to go haha. In less than 2 hours!

In the next week or so, I will...chill at home. Muahahahaha. Plan events ppl! xD
1. Badmintonn.
2. Yi Lyn's Ballet Performance :D
Jiayeei's beach photos are IN MY FACE D: Lol!

I applied for christmas jobs! *crosses fingers and toes* sigh.
♥ Michelle
P.S. I have this huge huge gigantic craving to shop and I'm almost penniless. Help mee. Michelle? Shop? WHATTTTTTTTTT?! yep, i hear you D:

yr 11 formal :)

2009-11-26T05:14:00.010+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 am D: Haven't caught up w. sleep since the formal but I'm sooo tired D:
I STILL HAVE WAVY HAIR :DDD
Formal will take up like one whole post, sooo here we gooo!

Formal = somethg like a prom. Dinner and dance, in other words :D Soooooo, everyone knows I never spend HOURS preparing for somethg, but this was diff LOL :O

After orientation, Yi Lyn and I traipsed around looking for hairspray. Super hold, extra hold, there's even FROZEN hold @__@;; We spent half an hour choosing hairspray and Yi Lyn's heat defence mist xD

Arrive home, it was a lil past 3 pm! We had less than 2 hrs to do everything, soo out came out all the tools...

Then time to get ready and goo, but must camwhore first :DAfter arrival, everyone is milling around at reception, taking pictures. The place was pretty small D: Squashed up like sardines, esp since you need spaceee when taking pics D: Then they allowed us into the dining hall, and we took more pics while waiting for food to come xD My table had Tanji, Shirley, Lydia, Nicholas, Pak Tin, Alex, Justin and Tony :)

Didn't finish the entree, I don't even know what it was except it had loads of tomato and cheese haha. By the time they serve, you're so hungry you'd just eat wtv it was xD We had our first dance then, started with Keisha's Tik Tok blasting off the speakers. Danggg it was awkward. I stood in the middle of the dance floor like a statue, but after awhile you just enjoy yourself and start dancing. Sayanthri and I were likee "we don't know how to dance!" while boogie-ing on the dance floor haha :D

After eating the main course (roast leg of lamb/chicken), we took more pics! Didn't even cover half of the room yet D:

They had the slow song for couples, which 90% of them were male-male or female-female, but wtv goes haha. Thenn we danceddd again, this time to classics, like Mamma Mia or Grease xD Then they served dessert, which was chocolate cakeeee and that we danced the night wayyy all the way up to midnight :D AWESOME :D

YEAR 11 FORMAL WAS EPIC ♥

passing time :)

2009-11-23T18:21:00.003+08:00

We used to complain bout howww we'd have to trudge into class every sat morning and listen half-heartedly to teacher talkingg, but the last dayy of indo was awesomee. One giant partayyyy before exams x) We haddd goooodd fooood, took heaps of pics (ahmadd had this uber cool dslr or wtv itt was soooo canggih) while the guys played bball, and we even had an AWARDS CEREMONY :O BUT! Our teacher handed out our certs ages ago, so we just bounced up front empty handed lol. I'm goinggg to miss you guys :) NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY FTW!

So Fridayyy started official HOLIDAYS! :D So for the last week I had:
1. Housecooling. A YEAR late haha. Hours and hours of cooking/baking mann, but it was fun as! Nadine came and got to know other ppl and we just sat and talkedddddddd :D
2. Indo class lunch. Muahahaha. TimTam Cheesecake! :D (unfortunately it doesn't taste as good as it sounds D:) Anddd Yi Lyn got high on chocolate and started putting salt and pepper into our hot choc. Bleurgh *cringes at taste* A true Yi Lyn specialty xD

Andd for the rest of the week:
1. Year 12 Orientation Day. Yippeee joy joy D: Hand out holiday hw, why not? T__T
2. YEAR 11 FORMAL. Gosh, I've never used up so much time preparing for any event ever. And Yi Lyn's coming over tmr to do moreeeeeeee primping and preening (asif I've done much). And she can't even come coz she's not in our school, tapi baik hati sangat datangg tolong saya :)
3. Year 12 Interviews. Coz our school schedules events like a genius D:
4. YW's Surprise Party D:

ESTELLE SHEE! If youu see this, I hopeee you had the most fantabulous colourtastic birthdayyyy everrrrrrrrrrrr :D Saw the pictures, looks like heaps of funnn! Gladd you hadd your whole family w. you as well ♥

Okay, criminal minds byeeee!

so longg yr 11 :)

2009-11-17T16:29:00.005+08:00

First up and has to be said, coz ppl are facing 'the moment of truth' tmr...
ALL THE BEST FOR SPM!♥
I could be there taking 11 subjects now, or I could stay here and scream over there that YR 11 (Form 5, we still hv form 6 okayy) EXAMS ARE OVERRRR! :P
Nahhh, you guys will be fineeeeeeeeeee. Get those A+'s (what's wrong with A1s? D:) in the house yo! jiayoooooo~ I'll spam call you people for your relaxation purposes :)
And then, imagine hols after that. Freedom. Pure MERDEKA. And then come down to Melbourne so that I can throw youu a giant partayyyyy x) Sayyy yess.

Now I know I'm supposed to be writing essays like a crazy person for Indo (Form 6 exam), but cbb. In holidayyy mode already.
Year 11 zoomed by like a bullet train, and I thought Year 10 was fast. Meh.
I met and got to know amazing people who made classes not snore-worthy :)
And I've got soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things I want to do this summer, but indo exam is still in my way argh.

After 5.00 pm Thursday...events I'm looking forward to in the coming week or so:
1. Lunch andd partayyy with indo class buddies!
2. Estelle's bday party! OMG I WANT TO GO but I don't know if I can D:
3. YEAR 11 FORMAL. Hahahaha asif orientation and results and everything happens in one day, but I ammmmmm so beyond looking forward to the formal, idk why. Even though I can't bring her to the formal D:, Yi Lyn = designer + makeup artist + hairstylist because she is just so awesome :D

I write too much,
♥ Michelle
ps. I love the grad pics, thanks ju ♥

Graduation Nite 2009

2009-10-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

i thought tat was my last post...
noo..
it was just two days ago...
graduation nite...

just wanna share some photos..
1st pic..is where all the wonder bang member were together!!! yay! grp photo!!
2nd pic..when we were still in dresses...b4 the perf..
with our form teacher..5kb..oh chris havent arrive..

michelle its ok!when u r back,we hv our own grad party!

neither here nor there.

2009-10-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

I missed out on graduation night. I know right, big deal...but it feels like it just sunk in. I'm freaking miles away, duh, and I know I've missed out on so much stuff. But I was supposed to be there, graduating alongside them. Wearing the gaudy purple graduation robe thingo, performing (or watching my closest friends perform), screaming my lungs out. Dressing up, putting makeup on, calling each other non-stop...it's the celebration of what it means to be in SA, even if I wasn't there for all of 5 years.

*opens an eyelid*
Nope, I'm still in Melbourne.

Next week is hellish all over again.
And if I hear one more thing like, "What about me? I'm even worse off. I have this this this and that that that" I'll beat the crap out of someone. If you're gonna show off bout the magnitude of your problems, tell it to someone else. I have no idea where you get off thinking that belittling someone else's problems help?!

Big or small, problems are problems, the end.

I don't want this year to end. Not yet. Year 12 adsjalfhflskajdla.
I am so effing scared for my Indo oral exam. And the gila-ness of sacs next week, frick D:
Off to attempt opening textbook,
Michelle

Last Post B4 SPM

2009-10-18T18:00:00.004+08:00

hello ppl,
spm is justtttt around the corner..
in like 4 weeks?
1 month?
OMG

good luck to everyone..STUDY HARD!
we want A+.....
wahhh if tat is soo easy to achieve...

i have to study...
MUST STUDY..
mich..take care of urself thr!!!good luck for ur exams..don fail for methods?(weird subj...)
all the best to me n the rest of the ppl here....

I love B2ST,
Your Bad Girl,
Ju

i dont care-e-e-e-e

2009-10-13T14:37:00.004+08:00

Yep, by 2NE1 :) Meh, I did say I don't listen to girl bands.
I take that back, I do listen to almost anyone except SNSD. I'm biased I know D:
And it's still limited to Wonder Girls, 2NE1 and f(x) :PP

I feel like I've stepped into a nightmare. Nothing is going right.
I'm falling apart. I can't see straight.
Stressed. Depressed. Arghhh.
I hate feeling the way I do now, I hate moping and crying as if my life is gonna end.
I think I've cried for a record total of 4 hours now. Bloody hell.
And I can't even decipher exactly what I'm crying for.
A whole mess of things.
I knowww it's not the end of the world, I know it'll get better, I know that there are worse problems out there,
but I can't seem to get out of it.
Maybe when this hellish week is over.
Maybe when this TERM is over.
Damn, I need something to look forward too.
Oh, and I EFFING FAILED METHODS. A subject I actually enjoy, one I actually am able TO DO. @&!@%&.
thank you guys, for trying to cheer me up <3

"Ppl are bastards. They have bastard fillings with bastard coatings." - Suki, in an attempt to make me laugh x)
-Michelle

feels like flyingg.

2009-10-12T13:02:00.002+08:00

Ju, Sarah and Lei, purikura ftww!

haven't blogged in awhile...lots been happening to keep me away from here. I guess I just don't know what to write anymore D:

"The people that matter don't mind, and the people that mind don't matter."
I'm glad my mood swings are over for now, they got pretty bad. Started getting pissed at people for the silliest reasons. Hmmph. Thanks Yezi and Sam for being around :)

There's loads of things to do, and too little time. Year 11's out in what, 5 weeks? And after hols, it'll be like *drum roll* THE year.
You think people here are all laidback?! You gotta be kidding me. They're more kiasu then the ppl back at home okayyy. Freaking scary when you think bout the competition.

Anyway needs to shaddup and go,
1 sac down, 4 more to go,
♥ Michelle

malaysia

2009-09-24T19:50:00.002+08:00

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE.
Yes, it means i'm stuck at home, thank you very much D:
And everytime I get up, it feels like I'm stepping on my own foot =.=
I DIDN'T GET TO SEE CHRISTINE.
Stooooopid H1N1 =.= Her birthday's soooo sooon anddd I soooo wanted to celebrate it but nooooo swine flu had to kacau D:
These are my two biggest peeves being here DDDD:
Not to mention that, I ONLY WENT OUT ONCE.
The spm ppl are freeeeee to spend time with me, but I'M not allowed to go. wth D: but things here are hectic and we're rushing like madd.

But even though I complain non stop (esp one person who has to listen to me go on and on)...
I adore being in Malaysia.
I love the people who make me feel as if I want, must and NEED to balik kampung.
And I love the ppl who came out to make me feel as if I still belong. (yep sarah juju puilei)
THANK YOU SARAH CHIN, for nothing would have happened if it wasn't for your beyoootiful organisation :D
Andddddd it goes onnnn.

*stares at ankle* "You better not swell!"
♥ Michelle

Today

2009-09-22T01:47:00.002+08:00

its already tues today...im seeing u today mich! in just lesss than 12 hrs :)

homecoming.

2009-09-16T12:32:00.006+08:00

BALIK
KAMPUNG!

OMGG. OMG. OMGGGGG.
Couldn't sleep at all last night D:
Never thought it'll happen to me D:
But it is. IT IS.
I've been flippin high the wholeeeeee day!
Telling Samuel and Lydia then Andrew and Evon and Jia Yeei OMGGGGGG.
I AM SOOOOOOOO BEYONDDDDDDD ECSTATIC.

insomnia :O

2009-09-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

Two words: DETAILED STUDY :O
Got our slip today demanding us to attend our orals. It's really scary how in a lil more than a month, I'll be sitting across those scary people being interrogated for 'discussion'. MATI. DIE :OOOO
Detailed study = Picking a topic based on a theme that you hv to do a presentation on in front of random examiners. Then they ask you questions ('discussion') and you die =.=

imo, if school was any longer than ten weeks or so per term, you'd get people clawing and bitching away at each other. Friendships will probably crash and burn, coz you combine it with the stress of end of term (a.k.a EVERYTHING is due on the last weeks of term) and being cooped up with people 5 days in a week in a 'stress-free' (HAH.) environment D:

You know what keeps me sane? A combo of a random person and SIMPSONS. Without simpsons I'll probably boycott aussie tv forever, except ncis x)

SPRING IS HERE! 24 degrees finally *cheers*
One problem with spring weather as it seems to be: THE WIND. adjlafhlflh got sand in food, sand in eyes, eat own hair, skirts flying, people flying D: Look outside and you'll see those flimsy tree branches looking like they're about to break off any second D:
...and crash on your house. CHOI!

I had to read some person's purposely made up horror story while the wind was wailing, and there was tapping on windows and doors slamming shut. GRRRRR >:(
Weekends ladida, it's time to go on a present-buying spree,
Michelle

bad habit.

2009-09-07T20:52:00.005+08:00

shinchan! drawn by the randomest person i know^^

You know how, some genius of a person, not content bout his intelligence, must rub it in your face? I know an example of this human species (grr). GAH. People who complain about getting 90+ instead of a 100. Must. Be. Whacked. With. GMS. Textbook. Remind me to never do it, coz it’s annoying as. ANNOYING. Not only that, the implication that I need a tutor and I should drop the subject makes me want to strangle the said person. I’m not finished. The said person must also lie about the marks, so that he can syok sendiri coz he beat you but you think you beat him. Just thinking bout it makes me wanna take a hammer and…*insert violence* ARGH.
^ meh. from a draft i didn't post.

My hormones are kicking in. No shit, I'm like emoooooo x a million now. When I can cry at the snap of my fingers, you know that's bad.
All the SPM ppl, GOOD LUCK FOR TRIALS! Crazy. The worst thing about trials for someone's that's not sitting for trials ish that I can't call anyone. Coz I know I would want to talk for like ages and they have every subject on earth to cram for D:

GMS App Task is wailing out to me,
♥ Michelle

-EDIT-
There's nothing I can say that sounds quite right. Estelle, I know we're not really close or anything, but if you need someone I'm here.

h-h-h-h-heartbreaker :)

2009-09-02T12:24:00.007+08:00

Sometimes you just gotta trust and hope that it'll work out for the better.
Never waste your time on those who are simply not worth it.
The two things I've learnt this week. Deffo not easy to absorb D:

Friendship here is so effing complicated.
I never once had to worry about being bitched about, backstabbed, pretence, temporary friendship, superficial friendships. Bleurgh.
Even if there were, the keyword is WORRY about. Actually waste brain space thinking bout this.
Part of me thinks maybe in M'sia, I met the right people at the right place at the right time, and the rest of the world's a bitch.
I don't really believe that though.

I screwed up Chem. Even my GMA wasn't that low, and it was shitty enough already.
GAHHH. Been down the whole day grr.

Dear Michelle,
I apologize for my random behaviour. If you have it in your heart, please forgives me, who is realli random.
Random Guy ~
Hahahah *pokes* :) Random alright, random enough to make me laugh x)

Something rather 'cold'...

I say: ｏｈｈｈｈ　ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｓａｆｅｗａｙ

I say: ｂｏｏ　ｗｏｏｌｓｗｏｒｔｈ

_. C.L. says: the freshfood ppl. they think wools worth.
_. C.L. says: its a safeway to make woolsworth.

Lol.
♥ Michelle

never say never.

2009-08-26T19:04:00.003+08:00

boredom while listening to teacher :) got told off too xD

I ISH SICK. Viral infection grrr = no cure, go away by itself. Go to doctor, he lists all the types of secondary bacterial infection you can get:
- Throat infection :O
- Nasal infection :OO
- Chest infection :OOO
- Ear infection :OOOO
>:( Just what I wanted to know right? When I'm half-drugged and staring at him in mortification D:

A DAY IN SCHOOL

don't doze off yet D:

GMS. Traipse along to class, stare at teacher talking, chat with Estelle, do some exercises while trying to open eyes D:
Double Chem is hell if you're not doing pracs. Exercises are bad enough but when teacher drones onnnn and onnnnnn for TWO periods and you're just mindlessly copying, it's major ZZZZ.

Talk rubbish to Charlie and Victor at recess x) The coldest (lamest) moment of the dayy, other than lunch :O
Accounting, listen to (teacher &) Samuel and Peter bag (ejek) each other, do exercises D:
Methods :) Arrange tables, wipe marks off tables :O Ppl in the class are hilaariouss x) Listen to Nav and Andrew being random :)
ESL. Attempt to terrify Allan, talk with Liz and Eunice...

Every day goes on somethg like this. Meh.
♥ Michelle
p.s Juju I'll post your vid on your behalf if you haven't done so soon :) *hugss* bogoshipoyo.

reason to smile.

2009-08-24T16:10:00.004+08:00

but that's bcoz i hv the smallest amount of patience in the world lol
i think
i hav the biggest amount of patience SOME HOW
lmao no wonder we get along
xDDD
.=" dats not de reason
in general its fun talkin to u
=]
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
also is more awesome then all those other ppls i talk to
=\
wheee
^_______________^
=]
soooo yeh
soo its not coz im patient
=]
right back at you x a million
=P

seoul infinite dream.

2009-08-22T16:32:00.004+08:00

Stuff green chem prac. no, srsly xD
I have something better x a million to do...which was watch youtube videos.
Not just any youtube videos (and Estelle said she wants to see these xD)
And dum dum dum to contribute something to me best friends since I'm sooooo far beyond ages away...

MCJPLS' GUIDE TO
SEOUL INFINITE DREAM CONTEST

written by Michelle| guided by Pui Lei, Juju and Sarah :)

Basically, you post youtube videos of you dancing/singing andd then people vote for you. Most votes get to go to SEOUL, KOREA. (!!!)

The entries:
Okay, so this is a group one, posted by Ju-Lian, I'll repost bcoz I'm awesome :) Grr how to post youtube vids here? Lmao. Okay found out x)

Basically, my two dear friends become MCs of a show featuring this new group, a.k.a themselves + Sarah. Haha. And they even have special effects, in the form of an automatic gate (and Pui Lei's accent hahah :P)! No seriously, just watch it :D Cool as.

Okay when they wanted to join the competition I was like whoo no surprise there, but what's shocking is that they have solos! Rawr.
So far the only vids that hv been leaked out to me are...Lei and Sarah's. Where is Ju's? ;O

Pui Lei
So this one, she gave me the link while I was talking to her on the phone. Like a genius, I watched it while yelling at her in high-pitched tones of excitement. She so malu. Haha *cough* Andd I recognise this room!^^ So I'm posting it here (no, i'm not violating copyrights :P warned you in advance) Robotic dance babyyy! J'adore moi dance machine err french phail.

Sarah

After Pui Lei's epic talent revelation during Wonderbang when she did her solo, we now have Sarah *cheers* Seriously, no one had any idea what she had in store for the world haha. A medley of dunno-how-you-gila-musthv-practice-so-many-times awesomeee dances...MY BFF DANCES!

How to vote:
1. Youtube acc needed :(
2. Join this group here
3. Click Group|Pui Lei|Sarah
4. Wait for load, click discussion and press I LIKE IT :DDDDDD
5. You can vote quite a few times at once, just switch between all the tabs below (like Discussion, Share, etc)

DO VOTE :D
Okay off to dinner. Chingu chincha chincha saranghae ♥
Cheers and ♥, Michelle

we're awesome like that.

2009-08-17T14:08:00.004+08:00

watched half of the masterpiece. blame my comp for lagging T.T sheesh.
every scene i wanna point and go, "hey, i know where you filmed that! duhh."
SARAH CHIN. DANCING?! Girl, you unleashed your talent, world, beware.
If you know her, you know that she doesn't go around filming vids and dancing. I'M SO PROUD OF YOUU.
Juju and Lei, you know you guys are awesome as alr, don't you? I started laughing when I heard Lei's voice bcoz that's exactly the kind of voice she lurvees to put on, to sound erm, pro. Haha.
Whoo made the vid hmm? Got subs summo, cool as.
you guys are the only ppl i know that'll run around filming videos and dance few months before spm!
vote peeps, vote :D

I want to be there. I want to go to the last mad Merentas Desa, I wanna attend graduation night, I'll dance with my two left feet and embarrass myself, die of boredom during assembly, celebrate birthdays I've missed, I'll sit there and do the SPM if I have to (and film vids instead of study), because God only knows how much I want to be involved in all this.
I'm missing you guys. A lot. It's been a year plus. A week wouldn't be enough, a month wouldn't be enough. I want to be there during every second.
I want to be there during the celebrations before we (hopefully won't) start separate paths. This is driving me crazy.
I'll re-iterate, I believe I have the best friends in the whole wide world.

And from that high point, I land here suddenly realising how screwed up this is to feel out of place. Just interviewed Evon and Tanji about moving here for ESL sac, I could write a book about it on my own D: Thank you very very much Sam and Nina, for letting me count on you guys.

-edit-
Just finished talking to Pui Lei. Goshhh. I'm FREAKIN PROUD of you okay :D I'm smiling like ^_______________^ *feels a whole lot better*

♥ Michelle

here i am

2009-08-14T18:46:00.003+08:00

ok so here i am to promote me lei n sarah video..ahhaa..enjoy watching ppl... n after watching pls vote..u need a youtube acc to vote.. other questions..pls feel free to ask me..tq...

theres sorry sorry n mirotic dance in the vid!!watch out...

n heres the link.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STJGh-xuOa0

oh wait i 4got to promote jy n kk vid too.

this is their sexy vid!everyone enjoy!

tq everybody

bday d-day xD

2009-08-09T19:08:00.004+08:00

First things first, birthday! It was pretty awesome, I must say :)
Attempting to list everyone who wished me happy bday/gave me a prezzie/card, THANK YOUUUUUU!:
Yezi Jia Yeei Victor Nina Ju-Lian Shirley Lydia Andrew Nadine Peter Samuel Sarah Christine Tanji Madhuri Ms. Barkei Allan Eunice Vincent Evon Julie Steve Charlie Sarah Y. Danni Vennie Bairavi Cherylsis Mum Dad Cousins Uncle Aunt Cheryl C. Melia Cherissa Emica Angel Chatura Yi Lyn Eunice C. Estelle Joey Li Ling Michelle Trishna Candice Zahra Ainil Priscilla Ivanny Teenu Annabelle Feby Miss Joy Jun-Li Ming Jo Jacqui Phar Nikki Jia Yeei's Mum Aidi Tracy

A bit bleh at first coz of Chem prac which err...sucked. Stupidd indicator refused to change colour and we were rushing like headless chickens.
Jia Yeei's mum baked a tiramisu cakee! Gooey and yummy :)
And we ate cake with spoons xD Cool heh? :D
Milky's sitting next to Mashimaro staring at me now ;)
Ahh anyway, without rambling further, it was good as. Thankyouthankyouthankyouuu!

...and now we're standing on unfamiliar ground. I've broken the cycle, unintentionally. Awkward, awfully awkward.
♥ Michelle

one-seven omg.

2009-08-03T19:49:00.007+08:00

muahaha. yi lyn, we did a goooooood job :D

2+ more hrs till i become 17. excuse me for awhile.
*goes off to scream: I'M SOOO OLDDDD AKSFJJLFLAFKA*
i like being 16. i want to stay 16 awhile more.
when i was 15, i liked being 15, you get the picture LOL.
i want to be young when i'm older, and younger when I'm older. Soo unfair lmao.

anyway, enough about ranting and listening to the sentence: Age is just a number. *keels over (?!)*
last saturdayy was the bbq. i couldn't even sleep the night before hahaha.
yi lyn got srsly hyper in class! she wants to give me g-strings for my birthday (WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! xD)
err. okay back to the topic.

when i arrived, it was like :/ where is everyoneeee?
there was err, allan, vincent, steve, charlie and eunice.
and i was like O_______O okayyy.
stomach rumbling, i see that some random ppl took over the stove.
and it started drizzling. my mood evaporated xD

but without a doubt things got better. how could it not when the ppl are as happy/hyper/helpful? muaha. first thing that amazed me was, PPL SHOWED UP! :D
okie-o i'll shaddup and let the pics to the talking.

What a mess. I like mess xD

Cakeee yumm so prettyy.

Birthday cake from the other guy who was celebrating his 21st xD His parents were aweeesome.

Before :O

After :DDDD

Presents! :D THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Beforee we went home :D

It was goooood as. WHOOOO!
♥ Michelle

chingu ♥

2009-07-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

I love Sarah :D
There isn't any crappy crummy nor happy day in the world which I can't share.
And know that she gets it even though the phone static is so annoying.
A problem shared is a problem halved yadda yadda yadda :P It's true.

I am practically begging for this Saturday to not RAIN. Goshygoshygosh. Yippee if peoples can come, the thunders clap and it starts to pour *shudders*
3 ppl can't make it so far, no moree pleaseee? :P
I dream of giant teddy bears and big big balloons *sudden image floats through head*
And teachers shld give prior warning, or at least allow the student to face them so that you know, you can SEE it coming, when they starts blasting with anger instead of a BOOMING EARDRUMS EXPLODING voice behind you that made me jump out of my seat and drop my pencil :O While it was supposed to be during test conditions *gasp*
What is with yelling people nowadays?

Detailed Study is scaring me. ESL sac is coming up too soon. GAHHH.
Buh-bye you, hello Methods!
♥ Michelle

tell me why.

2009-07-27T17:50:00.002+08:00

I need this one day to be as close to perfect as it gets.
To be a reassurance that I really have not lost something, don't know what.
I want the people that matter to care.
Am I being too demanding? D:

And another thing that I've been mulling over...
My childhood best friend. I know him not.
I don't know where we ended, much less where to start.
It's not like the first time I've realised that the gap grows deeper each day.
But. Every. single. time. it hits me, it's like I've been slapped. again and again.
I had a dream, a nightmare, you could say. I guess I don't believe in that somehow we can magically unerase each other back into our lives.
I do miss you. The you I know, buried within the stranger I don't recognise.

MAM and ACC oh crap oh crap. (and indo and esl sighhhh)

FUJI! I had to login and check before I found out it was you xD Mysterious much? *glomps*
- Michelle

2009-07-24T21:08:00.001+08:00

I'm here.

:)

i was a dreamer.

2009-07-23T20:00:00.003+08:00

People are capable of many great things, it's the motivation, the desire that makes the difference.
Don't you ever think you don't have it inside you.
After seeing first hand what it's like, I can't settle for anything less.
I won't, I refuse to.
It's weird. It's pretty effing amazing.

It still exists. Rare, but still.
What a cynical limited view I've been taking.
Go you, I'll cross all my fingers and toes. *CHEERS LIKE CRAZY*

On a side note, I'm like walking bad luck argh. In 4 days, I hv managed to
a) hv a stomachache for no reason in particular
b) fall down, bruise and injure my knees and palm, in which my tights SCRATCHED against it and it HURTS okayy T.T
c) bang my head on the car roof.
sigh.

maxed out.

2009-07-20T20:57:00.003+08:00

hormones have made their home in me! :O haha how excitinggg.
beware of grumpiness and weariness :P
people i count on are starting to tire me out. now THAT is depressing.
demanding. taxing. hard to please.
maybe when it all comes down to it, i'm selfish, but i just can't see it.

well, take a good hard look at the people you trust.
ignorance is bliss, sure it is >:/

ps. oh and i must declare that Chris was my frontrunner, and then Poh. They both cook up a storm baby :D kthxbye.

panda eyes :O

2009-07-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

One makes you feel worthless simply by existing.
One makes you feel alive simply by existing.
It's like a hole in the heart that gets emptied and filled up again.
Temporary, never permanent.

The older we get, the more complicated friendships are.
There's more to please, more to expect and we fall short.
Most of the time we have the nerve to expect in the other what we lack ourselves.

Gosh, I really need sleep *blinks*
It's never good to spend so much time thinking before I conk off...zzzz~
mam (oh dear) + acc (bloody mark-ups) + chem (omg) killed any brain cells I had. Indo. Crap crap crap :(
Masterchef made some of those brain cells regenerate though. Hahaha.

nostalgia; ten years.

2009-07-14T15:02:00.004+08:00

Hahaha we look so...mismatched here xP

It was somewhere around this time, 10 years ago (to be approximately accurate :P)
In which I bullied you like hell (to the best of YOUR memory, coz I rmb nought xD)

And somehow, amidst all the ill feelings, somehow, we became best friends.
We remain so, 10 years down the road and we're still counting :D

PS. I'm walking down memory lane, and what's more special to commemorate than this? ♥

heartquake.

2009-07-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

Heartquake.

Haven't been in the mood for blogging lately. It's like seeing your sentiments printed in black and white, knowing there's some things that could never be said no matter how desperately you want to. I could blabber on about superficial anythings, but don't know, just doesn't feel right.

Oh yeah, on my way to blogger, I spotted news about MJ and how he dressed up as a woman so that he could have gay sex. Seriously, who cares? Yeah, he's gone, so why not write a book telling all and breaking news?! $$$ much? Sheesh. Don't know how celebrities can stand having their lives, even after they passed on, being scrutinised and picked into pieces gah. And that people can actually swallow all this, and want more.

Not that life's been all that great. Holidays were awesome! I could sit at home all day and entertain myself. Bored of home? Go out and entertain myself :P School? Not so. All these thoughts and feelings I pushed away that I thought would dissipate to thin air all come back in a flurry.

All-girls' school seem simple as compared to this tangled web we weave, for all the rubbish reasons and drama you could possibly find to add to the equation. Not that we were dull people glued to our desk, but shit, that seems like paradise now.

Okay enough emo, bur-byee.

ns

2009-07-01T07:09:00.002+08:00

Now the Bandwidth Exceeded thing is really annoying the shit out of me, even though I thought I fixed it *stabs*

NS really snuck up on me, coz Facebook suddenly had status updates from everyone about NS, and I'm just like wth??! I saw Allan's update first, and he got picked (!) and I started running around like a headless chicken. Ran to the phone, called Sarah immediately. And she just texted hers without any reply, even though it was like, half an hr ago. (!!)

So, after she texts for me, we hung up and I call Christine. I was frantic and she was like, "Huh? Really ah?" HAHAH. After talking about Open Day, prom, my nails and maple, I call Sarah back. Both of us TAK KENA，so far. Don't even know how the system works and didn't bother to website it, coz Christine was like, the website must be going mad by over dunno how many 17 yr olds attacking hahahaha.

Anyway, after we both calm down, and Sarah taught Lei how to text, we went mad and started chatting and boiling the phone like nobody's business. WHOO! I missed that, and I think I really needed it. Just realised I've been kinda antisocial. ILY SARAHH<3>you're always always there for me. always.

I got my MAPLESEA. Hahahah finally. After 3 times of failed dls, I did it! Christine be proud of meee. She's been bugging me to continue playing for like, a year. But I'm too lazy to play hahaha genius.

I HAVE TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2! I have to watch it on a bigger-than-usual movie screen. TF1 really ignited the frenzy I'm in to watch it hahahha. OH. And I had the BEST CAKE EVER. Oreo cheesecake with choc biscuits, will be my bday cake FOSHO! YUMMM.

- Michelle

ohh the days are free...

2009-06-26T17:02:00.003+08:00

FINALLY.
After water bombs and almost fights, freedom is hereee!
Thank you Tan Ji unni and Nina :)
For some of us, this means going back to home sweet home, for the rest of us, it means being here with other people who are...also here! xD

Tis' the season for lame jokes (which make me laugh till I split at the sides, if it doesn't you just have to be there or it's too lame for you :P) Accuracy not guaranteed x)
CHARLIE (hahaha charlie gets a heading for himself)
Victor: Orange! *points at orange or banana or wtv*
Charlie: Why isn't it mandarin?
Victor: It's mandarin!
Charlie: Why isn't it cantonese?
Michelle: Swt.
Charlie: It's not sunny, so why are you sweating? I'm not sweating.
=.=;;;;;;
Put Charlie and Victor together, you get teasing land xD

Jia Yeei: I don't know (no) you.
Charlie (to Victor): I yes you.
Which Victor didn't get due to utter lameness by the said person.

MAM
We're doing arrangements in a circle, so teacher decides that a couple 'bill and sue' (who don't exist), want to sit together.
Mr. B: I need 3 more couples, so Nav, name me 6 more ppl.
Nav: Aww, do I really have to?
Mr. B: Yeah you do. *writes NAV* That's a good start!
Nav: *shakes head. Mr B writes Andrew next to his name*
Mr. B: Sheran (which he spelled Sharon LOL) and Shirley, Nadeesha and Christine. So this are all couples *circles 2 by 2. Nav is paired with Andrew and both of them are like :O*
Nav: Mr. B, why do I have to be with him?
Mr. B: That's just the way it is Nav.
LOL. Later...
Nav: I still don't understand why I have to be with Andrew.
Me: LOL.
Mr. B has a camera btw, for some reason.
Andrew: Don't let him take any pictures of us together.
hahaha.

ACC
Guy on duty roll comes in with a list of names which are supposed to see Ms. Ditcham (he said Mr. Duncan =.=)
Samuel: It's to do with the How To Be A Man thing.
Guy: Michelle, *insert other names*
Me: *staring at the guy: WTH* What is this about again?
Peter: The masculinity thing.
Me: O_______O
The rest leaves, and so
Sayanthri: Go Michelle, they called your name!
Me: *gets up*
Mrs. M: Wait, sit down Michelle, he meant MICHAEL, not you.
I didn't know ppl here in AUSTRALIA don't know the diff btwn Michael and Michelle =.=
Me: They're calling me because I didn't go for a GUYS seminar? *reality sinks in* As if.
Samuel: You need to go Michelle. You need to learn how to be a man.
SWTTT. And turns out he owns a colourful pen (you know, those pink+yellow+purple that used to be fashionable for GIRLS ages ago). And since Peter was holding it and told me it was Samuel's...
Me: You own a COLOURFUL pen?!
Samuel: *stares* I'm not gay.
Me: Oh, right.
Peter: You're gay.

Okay I'll shut up and stop typing long convos off my head.
Toodles and LET'S PARTAYYYYYYY :D
♥ Michelle

calm for now.

2009-06-22T19:27:00.002+08:00

First of all, the 'Bandwidth Exceeded' banner is annoying the heck out of me, but I refuse to reup due to laziness, like the rajinted person I am :P Some day. Isn't it cool looking? xD

People, and events to do with people are extremely troublesome *runs off* :P For some reason, the word FORMAL has been hanging around in the air, and the formal's not even close to being here! You're either extremely ecstatic about it or completely depressed at the mere mention of it. Anyone apathetic whether the formal comes and goes? Dresses, permission, partners, the whole work is too messed up for me to spare a single brain cell currently, but the thought of it is somewhere x)

Then again, I much rather spend my brain cells mulling over ahem...formal, rather than homework. Gosh, I know huge piles of hols hw are gonna kill me, but i'm extremely extremely happy procrastinating. HAPPY PROCRASTINATING. YES.

I've got lots of things I need to get done before hols is over and it's starting to seem like a list of chores. LOOSEN UP, SELF! Among the things I actually got up and did includes going on an indoor exercise machine and I survived FIVE MINUTES. Shows you how much stamina I have. NONE HAHAH.

Okay, suddenly Charlie has appeared in my mind (=.= omg. charlie. imagine his face now and start laughing) and therefore I'll mention him here. His expressions are enough to send me into stitches and he makes me behave all silly (eg. waving with all teeth enough to blind someone). GO AWAY :P

Pls don't let Mrs. B sub and give us heaps and heaps of hw and acc terminology which would just about finish my brain off. I HAVE A PRAC TMR. GAHHHHHHHHH.
♥ Michelle

for it was never meant to be;

2009-06-18T19:52:00.004+08:00

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One minute I'm high, and next minute I'm as dead as dead can be.
Michelle

torturous silence.

2009-06-17T13:30:00.007+08:00

-EDITED THE PROFILES MUAHAHAHA-

Two periods (or one and a half hours) of silence is PURE EVIL TORTURE, as Sukhdeep put it xD
For those who know me, you know I like to talk. Or listen, anything. But sitting down listening to pens screeching, papers rustling and ppl whispering incoherently and pretending to read my textbook is NOT my idea of a good time. GAH. I go mad just thinking about it D:
Come in, head to seat, reply hello to Randeep (end of convo for the day), and shaddup for TWO periods.
I burst out of the class and went straight to Jia Yeei, and started rattling my head off and lend her my ears. Fresh air, totally.
Being new is no fun, lemme tell you that.
Then today I happen to look at the class list, to discover with idiotic excitement that NAV got transferred to my class! It's pathetic I know. But when you're me, and the routine is so monotonous (and I've only been there for what, 7 classes?) and GMS is associated with boredom and silence, you'll accept any opportunity to have a change. Phewwww~!

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toodlesnoodles,
Michelle

ohh the italian man who wen to malta.

2009-06-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha one of my fave pics. Victor oh Victor :D

Okay, so it's back to normal routine at school again. One word: Boring.
My brain's gonna die with probability and water and solubility. It's already in HOLIDAY MODE. Spare me.

ILY JUJU. Hahaha. You and Sarah are the awesomest of the awesome. ButI haven't even start hols yet you all back to school alr T.T GOOD LUCKKKK! *hugs* A oni ah? A+ lar darling. Thank you for the inspiring quotes, apply to SPM please! Hahaha. Need to talk to you more often lar dear.

Spent yesterday night chatting with Jia Yeei about what to put on her ipod LOL and Christine, talking about any random stuff and long stories. Among them, how hard it is to make a card. How interesting our lives are xD

Chem: Cadbury Milk Tray's Milk Trays (as in like, the 'plastic' tray) is biodegradable! (breaks down to the earth, sillies) It dissolves in water and turns the water purple! You can try drinking it, you won't die if the dye is non-toxic x) It's not actually plastic, it's cellulose. Genius.

I'm getting pretty tired of waiting for things that will never come.
I feel foolish for believing in those that don't exist.
♥ Michelle

we are running

2009-06-14T02:52:00.002+08:00

hello michelle n the rest of the world!
finally i m writing something in this blog..
i feel guiltyfor abandoning it for too long...
anyways..mich..u still rmb that i said i was goanna grade ur essays?..i m sure u do.. haha..wat kind of teacher am i? due for marking since last month? bad bad teacher...
ok...so yes ur essay, u deserve an A with 13 stars..************* hehe ^^ everything was too gd.perfect essay.
n im also really generous to give u 13stars.. ;)

we are running..all of us..for our own lives.. time passes too fast..cant crawl,cant walk,cant jog..gotta run... school holidays here are going to end! just 1 day left! aish..aish..didnt do much during the holz,hw n project n trip..thats all.. study is soo important, but i totally left it out..

schls abt to start again! results are coming to haunt us! n after the results, we hv to run again..trials n spm is coming soon..we shall all look forward..

oh n leeteuk said this two really important things,just wanna share :)
- time n effort will nvr betray u. (...so true!)
-we dream while we sleep, but we do not make our dreams come true when we are sleeping.

long live everyone..live happily ever after..
Ju. <3 It's You

sweeeet.

2009-06-11T17:03:00.002+08:00

Long post ahead:

1. I PASSED GMA. HAHAHAHAHAH.
Seriously, I'm surrounded by amazing humans with ability to answer questions that cause my brain to short circuit. After stepping out of the hellish tech free exam I knew I made the right decision. Phew.
After weeks and weeks of killing myself like this: "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU MICHELLE? You SHOULD be able to do this!" And then I laugh at my own stupidity and feel like such a failure coz after so long I STILL CAN'T DO IT. Maybe I shldn't give up so easily, but it made me stressed like hell. I discovered one of the major reasons I didn't want to change was coz I didn't want others to think I was like, dumb beyond belief. (no, i'm not trying to insult GMS students. Really.) I know I'm not missed, only one person ever asked me where I've gone xD :PPP
Okay, anyway, say bye-bye to GMA. Hello GMS and statistics, which is not my strong point, but wtv. Anything shld be better than topics I go MAD trying to understand. I just knowww I'll die in Add Math back in M'sia. Hahaha :D

2. Restaurant City is addictive...
but it makes my comp lag like hell. It just freezes and my little servants (hahaha) freeze as well. I particularly sadistically enjoy making VICTOR clean my toilets. OMG SO FUN! Anyway, I like looking for ingredients and levelling up and all that. Trade with me ppl, I need flour and butter particularly :P

3. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIA YEEI!
Because the bbq ROCKED, and we celebrated a very special person who makes me laugh like a mad person. Hahaha no one puts up with my moodiness and moments of extreme desperation like you :P You're like the only friend's house that I know I'm welcome to :D I know you're amazing, you know you're amazing, ta-da~!

4. I love long weekends, but I want holidays!
But I hate SACs and random exams. I have my 3 and 4 sac this Sat. GAH. Indo listening, don't even know if I'll catch anything coz the person is rattling off without stopping for breath. HOLIDAYS ARE SO FAR AWAYYY.

5. Results :O
As I've mentioned to Michael, my lowest marks were MATH and my highest marks were MATH as well. Guess which was which? I still dunno how much I got for this ESL exam. In fact, no one knows how much we got for ANY of the SACs. The categories are soo vague I have no idea. Wtv lar.
My marks were 96%, 93%, 90%, 83% and no mentions of GMA and ESL, no one knows. 83 was Chemistry and GAHH. I made so many little mistakes but thank God the exam wasn't as hard as the NEAP one or wtv. *sigh of relief*

Okay enough of crapping, time to try to play RC again,
♥ Michelle

screw gma.

2009-06-03T11:37:00.004+08:00

I fucked up GMA.
Simply because I really really did.

There's no one on planet earth, other than family that I love more than Sarah. Have fun having fun dear :D
Thank you Christine for the good luck wishes all the way from Malaysia. who say I study or no study it's the same good results huh? for the first time i might actually fail :O
Thank you Lei Lei for your (screaming) words of encouragement. We're still depending on each other to force ourselves to actually study xD
Thank you Jia Yeei for the SMS *big hug*. Exams are shit enough, at least calling you or studying with you makes me feel less like killing myself.

Time to drown myself now.
In Restaurant City. My mouth is like DDDDDDD: , deff. no socializing.
michelle

wonderBANG!

2009-06-01T14:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, I know I'm due to be studying, and I know Chem has heaps of chappies left to go, but I must say...
WONDERBANG FTW.

Hahah you won't believe the amount of times I've heard "We're going to practice dance etc etc at someone's house." esp from Juju hahaha.
If you were me, you would have thought they were mad ppl. Which I did LOL.
BUT...their efforts paid off baby. Tell me one person in our school who hasn't heard Sorry Sorry and I'll boo you. The girls can dance whoooo.

Juju, I'm extremely glad that you told me the whole long story about Teacher's Day, so that I can tell Lei Lei when she tries to tell me everything again, "Yeah, I know that." :D
I wanna be there. I want to watch them, yell for them, let ppl think I'm mad, then everyone else goes mad as well because they're supporting you all. I suppose video's as close I can get D:

All of youuu were awesomee. And considering the standards for Teacher's Day perf *ahem*, you guys are even awesome-r :D
And SOH PUI LEI DAMN IT GIRL WHERE HAS YOUR DANCING TALENT BEEN HIDING ALL THIS WHILE? ASDFGHJKL.
I was so happy I called Lei, and she was in tuition. Epic fail. I'll try Ju, but then don't they both go to the same tuition? *forgot* Ehh.

I have a 3 & 4 SAC after exams. Sucks wei.
I did not do well for GMA, hahahah. I passed, that's about it. HAHAHAH *hysterical*
Okay lar, chem needs my attention now.

♥ Michelle

i think so.

2009-05-26T13:45:00.001+08:00

i'm afraid i'm really turning into, to put this the nicest possible way, a bitch.
and no, it's not a compliment.

michelle

2009-05-23T14:13:00.001+08:00

I missed you.
Kyahahahah.
Back to exmas for me.
Driving exams.
Puahhahaha.
I'm almost legit baby.
ANd today was sushi day.
I mean like OMG.
And talk about camwhoring.
ME?
Yes, in the exm boredom and blues I struck a few sufgtskdfjallicious poses and you shall see it.
If you're on my F-list on LJ.
Cause LJ pwns:)

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2009-05-22T19:31:00.004+08:00

no jiayeei, i can't spell it supercalifragilisticexpialidocious, I copy-pasted :P

this post is specially for those who MERDEKA-ED (temporarily, but still) HIP HIP HOORAYYY!
enjoy life while i'm wasting away in books xD
please blog when you can. i'm starving for news okay? :P
have funnnnn! (rmb to study when it's time to, okay, coz i'm still your permanent reminder :P)

ps. christine, i've had dreams involving you lately :O juju, i miss your blog posts. liyana, you're not a failure, no wayy. leilei, just give it your all, don't regret anything okay! fuji and fishie, how are you guys? sarah, see facebook, bcoz ily like that xD

until exams leave me alone,
miss you guys lots, really ♥
Michelle

laugh at charlie. omg random.

2009-05-20T17:44:00.003+08:00

Drowning in books, and what do I do? Blog :D

1. Never treat guys like they're girls. I'm not talking bout pondan way, talking about confiding in them and stuff. Dunno.
2. There are freaky people err, everywhere. Random asking for personal details lar, it's just scary okay.
3. Five periods today. FIVE FREES. Why did I even go to school? Everyone, including teachers, have fallen victim to bugs. (choi! for those who haven't)
4. Now everyone in the library knows that SHE DIDN'T CALL HIM. Whoaaa. Library = silence is golden. We have exams, little dears, EXAMS. Shh!

5.I had my first bak kut teh in Aussie. Wait I have a pic xD Yummeh.
Okay, back to work. Hope to survive the next few weeks.
♥ Michelle

furballs

2009-05-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

So cute. Chestnuts grow in furballs xD It's extremely yummy steamed :D

The next two weeks will be stressed out like hell :O
Got loads to do, so little time, too lazy for words!
Still beating myself up over GMA vs. GMS thing. Extremely moody lately. Jia Yeei is patiently putting up with my moods, there's seriously very few people I can stand now D: So bitchy haha.
Hey you Korean lovers out there, someone recommended Chingu (Friends) to me, telling me its the best movie ever, yelling about Jang Dong Gun and reenacting the scenes. Watch after mid-years! LOL xDD
I'll be done with exams one week after you SPM-ers! ^^;;

GMA vs. GMS continued:
- Long lengthy talk with Tan Ji, weighing pros and cons
- Asking Rithu about Spesh vs. Further
- Disturbing Nick and asking him for his opinion
I'VE PRETTY MUCH DECIDED. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? DDDD: It's not like I'm choosing to hang myself or not :OOO

wishlist: 1. craft scissors
a song you want to hear: breakeven - the script
♥ Michelle

gms ftw.

2009-05-17T19:25:00.004+08:00

To make one decision to of GMA vs. GMS, I...
- Chat and talk and complained to Jia Yeei (still doing that now xD)
- Called Sarah and talked ONLY about this, and she listened to me even though she's doing SPM mid-years (I chose the obvious option over my pride, ily)
- Facebook-ed it.
- Talked over with Andrew every single possibility. Told him I was going to change, stay and then now I'm gonna change again! :O
- told Nav, Evon, Audrey and Emily.
- considered everything Nina, Michael and Peter (eg. "GMS IS TOO EASY! DO GMA!") told me, along with Tan Ji unni
- disturbed director of students and gma teacher a gazillion times
- non-stop chattering with family
- discussed with another MAM teacher
- looked up past year papers and counted the number of ppl I know that dropped gma in yr 12.

Okay I've decided. I'm handing it in tmr. Gahh.
Decisions, I hate making them, which sucks in itself.
For the better, right?
♥ Michelle

2009-05-16T20:13:00.002+08:00

there's no telling what's going on in my head.
it sucks coming in second. but you have no idea how disappointing it is to be first, but spend all every second terrified that in the snap of your fingers, you'll lose it. or to know what it's like to be first and fall off the top of the ladder.
it could be your own fault, it could be anyone else's, it could be unforseen, unfortunate circumstances.
does it matter? it still happened anyway.
no, i'm not talking bout exams.

i'm an emo kid. omg shaddup jiayeei :P

ladeedum dum

2009-05-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

It's not THAT long since I last blogged :P One extra longg (and boring) one for you, Jia Yeei xD

Today seriously sucked. Seriously, the only people I could stand today were Jia Yeei, Tan Ji, Andrew, Nav and Cheryl. I could seriously bite other people's heads off. Even now my head is still fuzzy and my stomach hurts. If you counted the number of times I turned around to glare at Samuel or tell him to shut up as well as almost shouting to get teacher's attention because excel was being a real pain, it's obvious I'm in a crappy mood.

GMA vs. GMS battle. I have the weekend to kill my brain with THE decision. It's true that I don't get any exhilaration from doing GMA, and it's not like I'm a super genius. In fact, I tend to lag behind. Maybe I'm just stubborn as hell. I don't want to give up. But I really really have no passion for GMA. Gah. And I don't need any challenges. Challenge myself later, in uni. Right now, it's the Enter.
GMS/Further = Year 10. Shouldn't the choice be obvious?

Indo. Another big headache. Aiya. I should've worked harder. Stupid me.

Another day in...
ESL
VINCENT YUEN'S SPEECH WAS FANTASTIC. Victor, Jia Yeei, and Allan were goood. In fact, everyone was, except for a few COUGH people, who decided to mooch off other people's brains. Anyway, Jowen's speech, even if it didn't really fit all criterion of a speech, is effective okay. I can still tell you what he said hahah. Victor is obssessed with Uma Thurman being Russian. She's German + Mexican + Swedish, silly! :D

GMA
We had a semi-party and I watched people play cards. Funny how I'm going to miss this class if I do change, even though I barely say a word D: And Ashan arm-wrestled with Mr. Pham. Ashan lost lol xD Niv managed to steal Mr. Pham's watch and Vicky got it as a prize for winning, err, a card game. PRINGLES ARE SO GOOD OKAY.

MAM
Discussing probability, drawing Karnaugh maps. So A was red, intersection A & B were blue, and B was black, and none of them is the colour of the board. White lar :O
Teacher: What is A but not B?
Andrew: Red and white...Pink.
Lol. Teacher laughed as well, once he got it xD
Andrew: Remember in Yr 7, when we used to knock under the tables and teacher would ask the person to come in?
Me: ???
Nav: Like this. *knocks under the table*
Me: *starts laughing coz it really sounds like someone's knocking on the door*
Teacher didn't even notice. Epic failll lar. The things they think of that I never did.
Me: Where's your teacher, Nav?
Nav: He's not here. You see that tank there, *whisper* we locked him in there.
Me: Ohhhh.
Before I left.
Nav: Michelle! Remember, don't let him...out...of...the...tank.
:O These two are guaranteed to make me laugh xD Lame but hilarious okay. You have to be there to actually laugh like a hyena.

Over and out, I'm getting lazy,
All the best for SPM trials you guys!
♥ Michelle

imy.

2009-05-09T20:15:00.002+08:00

I should be there.

As obvious, I'm not. I want to be telling Sarah everything on every minute of every second. I want to ruffle Christine's head and tease her every single day, as per usual. I want to call Pui Lei for hours and at weird hours of the day, for no reason. I want to tell Ju-Lian how much her daughter is missing her (him?) and doesn't want to be disowned anymore and force her to come to school. I want to hop to Liyana's desk and discuss badminton and people and squat at her table.

I want to grab Sarah to teman me buy and eat wtv oily canteen food I happen to be addicted to, with Christine telling me how I'm wasting my money. I want to walk around school, because we eat fast. I want to go to the toilet cubicle I always go to (Ew.)

I want to be on the famous bus, and tell ghost stories and swap seats because we frightened ourselves. I want to still be able to yell and wave goodbye out of the bus to the person i just know is going to get dropped off first.
I want to do all this things and more.
It ain't happening.

2009-05-06T18:29:00.002+08:00

Next week mati die die.
I have to devote my life to methods.
ESL speech, chem prac, TWO methods tests (not this week pls kthxbye), GMA test.
And apparently that's not the end of it. It's not even freakin' EXAMS yet.
ARGH.

*pulls hair*,
Michelle

zzz.

2009-05-05T13:24:00.003+08:00

Blogging's like, one of the last things on my list lately :(

RANDOM THINGS I RMB THAT I THINK ARE FUNNY:
ESL...we're still on genetic engineering lol.
Vincent: We'll create a country with only boys!
Victor: o______O
Someone: What about reproduction?
Vincent: We'll create a country with only girls! Swtttt.
Allan: Why do you need a country with only girls? All you need is one woman!
OMG.

MAM...
Nav was trying to break the ice with lame lame lame jokes, with Andrew and me were being victimized :O
Nav: Michelle, I bet I can make you say "What?"?
Me: What? *fail*
Few seconds later...
Nav: I bet I can make you say "Red". What are the colours of the Australian flag?
Me: Err...I don't know. Wrong person to ask. (Haha I figured it out hours later, duhh)
Nav: Andrew, what are the colours of the Australian flag?
Me: Whatever you do, don't say black.
Andrew: Blue...white...
Nav: Red! See I told you I could make you say "Red"!
Andrew: What? You said you can make us say "Black"!
Nav: See you said black!
lol lol lol. He kept rubbing it in after that xD

I currently have the "Italian Man Who Went To Malta" randomly in my head.
And I went chestnut-picking. Who knew chestnuts were contained in something awfully thorny like DURIAN?
*pick* OW! *drop* *pick* OW! *drop*
Go figure xD
♥ Michelle

a week has gone by...

2009-04-28T17:05:00.003+08:00

NEW LAYOUT. Still have things to fix up, but looks pretty good xD
I've lost my mojo for blogging about M'sia. It just reminds me that I'M NOT THERE.
But I'll get back to it, fosho :D

RANDOM THINGS I FOUND FUNNY:
maybe you should actually be there. oh well :D

ESL...
IS ACTUALLY FUN. For now. Till we have to do our speeches. At this rate, every single argument anyone presents will be rebutted by the one and only person who likes to argue all the points. Go figure.
Q: Arguments supporting "Designer Babies."
*with ppl furiously scribbling at the Against column*
Jowen: No crappy babies.
Two seconds later, after some thinking...
Jowen: No crappy babies = No Victor.
LOL. And everyone seems intent on Victor and Evon being together. For genetic purposes. Hoho.
Yesterday...
Allan: Let's say these two get married, and they want to have a designer baby *points at both of em with Victor smacking his own forehead*...
Today...
Teacher: See, if Victor was a perfect German boy and Evon is a perfect German girl, and they get forced to get married...*Victor: O_O Again?*

- Nav and Andrew planned to ask our MAM teacher where he met his wife during our double period (so that we have less work to do?) :D
Me: Who's gonna ask?
Andrew: Nav already asked yesterday. He said he'll continue it today.
Me: Ohhh hohoho.
Andrew to Nav: Did you say you wanted to know?
Nav: Of courseee I'll use your name instead of mine, Andrew. *insert sarcastic 'as if' face*
Few minutes later...
Teacher: So Andrew, Nav told me you wanted to know how I met my wife! Well...
Nav laughed himself silly. Anyway, it lasted about 5 minutes. Aish. Fail.

RANDOM THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS/LAST WEEK:
- M'sian food convo with Joey and Jia Yeei. Reminds me I nvr got to eat oil fried ghost, still rmb you all yelling "OIL FRIED GHOST!" at the poor seller from inside the bus :O Joey asked me what food did I eat back there, I said...KFC. Wowee LOL. Of all the 'M'sian food' xD But 100% sure, the KFC there is better :P

- Sports Day. It is so freakin different from M'sian one lar. But we played Bullshit (erm, Bluff) , Heart Attack, Big 2, etc, etc. Took pictures. No one participated in anything (LMAO that's the same as M'sia haha) except Yezi. 2nd place: Bluee! Hahaha I'm now not in the last house, always in the 2nd. Yay? And all the houses langsung takde semangat one. Everyone's off listening to ipods or playing cards. Instead of ppl yelling at you "WHERE IS YOUR SPIRIT?!"Miss the yelling. JIA YEEI SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE T.T The teachers vs. students events were practically everything I watched haha.

- The weather is FREEZING COLD. And my heater died-ed. Joyy.

Brain freeze and I need to start some work. Hah. As if :P
♥ Michelle

lolli lolli...oh lollipop-pop :D

2009-04-19T19:20:00.006+08:00

I am back. Haha. Expect super long posts about The Comeback :D You know me. And I promised Ju, she's gonna grade my essay >:O

DAY 1

Soo...stepped out of the plane. So friggin' HOT. And here it's so COLD. It's like going from the fridge to the desert T.T Didn't get much sleep, the plane seat doesn't recline :S And they have announcements so OFTEN. OMG. They dim the lights, on again, dim again, you tell me how to sleep? And you order food, they serve you at 2 a.m :O

Anyway, I have the BEST friends ever. I truly believe that.
They zoomed out of school (Sat got school =.=) to meet me. For ME! So perasan :P I thought I'll only see Sarah, Ju and Lei but I called Ju, who was picking up Lei...and Christine! :OOOO On a school day!

Every minute I spent in the searingg heat, the traffic jams...
IT WAS WORTH IT. EVERY BIT OF IT.
I thought it'll be awkward and weird. It felt like a dream or something. An event I've been looking forward to that was actually happening. The people I missed, that I really wanted to see, the people that matter were sitting in front of me. They looked exactly the same as I left them.
I missed them. I really really missed them.
You would know this by the amount of times I laughed, or hugged, or smiled, or how loud I was.
I didn't cry! :OOOOOOO

I missed my BFF, Sarah and the way she would go all out like I would for her.
I missed patting Christine's head, I'm sure she didn't miss it :P
I missed Lei Lei's randomness and how JuJu and her are always (lovingly? *choke*) insulting each other.
I've forgotten what it felt like, just to be. No inhibitions, no hiding, no drama. Just us.

So we talked all the way to the sushi restaurant. Where the sushi was soooooo good. A bit pricey, I guess we ate a lot, kept trying stuff :P They kept asking me to eat more LOL *cough*likeChristine - it'sagoodthingdon'tkillme*cough*. We talked a lot, played songs that we sang to, compared phones, hit each other, did all the stuff we missed out on doing together.

THE sushi :D
The salmon I didn't really like, which everyone else ate, and Sarah loveees.
Good food babyy. Juju, don't makan so sikit ok?

Fuji came right after we ate (good timing xD) and we went to bowl. I got a pathetic score, but really, I couldn't care less. It's been so long. Used to force people (Juju! and Chris knows this :P) to bowl with me. We took pics while taking turns, camwhore lar, dance lar, scream lar. When kena strike or spare we screamed like mad people on highhhh. Missed one or two still shoutingg. Still talking non-stop while bowling xDD

The lighting was really bad, but yeahhh...
MCJ finallyyyy♥ I've missed this err..'persatuan' lots.
Christine, Sarah, Fuji and me :D
Christine and mee :D She actually willingly took a pic. Haha ily.
See lar. Lei made me laugh until look so :O
BFF and me :D
Fuji and me. We tried taking pics manyyy times okay?
Juju and me :D

Then, we went to take sticky pics, ta-da one of them :D Can't crop properly lar.

Christine surprised me a lot. And I love her very much for it.
Without Sarah, this wouldn't even happen. ilymmmm.
Thank you Juju for fetching the rest of the VVVVIPS.
And Pui Lei for being cheerful. And random. Haha I keep saying random.
Anyway, after dinner, we stood and waited for a parent. And we just laughed and argued so LOUDLY we were attracting unwanted attraction from erm...the standing waiter and waitresses . It should be embarassing LOL. We kicked and chase each other like dunno, 3 year olds? I don't think any of us cared.

It feels as if I never left.
It feels complete, and I don't think I can ask for more.
ilyall so much.
Haven't been this happy, since...well...since I left. Really HAPPY.
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY. I smiled all the way to sleep :D
♥ Michelle

PS. I wonder who reads this. Typed so much my eyes hurt. Gimme an A Juju! *flies off to hw*

it's timeee baby.

2009-04-10T07:03:00.004+08:00

Life~ said:
u coming back in less than 3 days ady!
wat you wanna do, we sama-sama do. hahaha

ILY JUJU. TEEHEE.
I got offline msgs from Sarah and Christine too<3
Sarah and I speed talked through all the plans LMAO.

Went shopping for things to bring back :D
Sat school is srsly depressing...oh well. I dunno how I'm gonna meet everyone in two days. How is that even possible? GAH T.T
I wanna meet Sarah, Ju-Lian, Christine, Pui Lei, Liyana, Jing Yee, Chooi Yi, Jia Chee, Li Sha, Giselle, Danni, E.T, Narmie, Frishie, Allan, Danial, Yuit Ling, Eunice, Rubini, Bairavi...I give up on listing. Majorly DDDDD': coz it is friggin' IMPOSSIBLE to meet EVERYONE. TT__________TT
Yes, Jia Yeei and Evon<3 I didn't forget okayy.
And I got 2 tests the week I come back. JOYYY.

I'm still excited. It's been long D:
:D Michelle

the weekends :O

2009-04-08T09:29:00.006+08:00

3 DAYS MORE! ♥
And Jia Yeei's already there =.= We have soooo gotta partayyy (and eat bak kut teh :D)
Planning to call Sarah tonight (again T.T), this weekend will hopefully be jam-packed hmm?
PUI LEI I CALLED YTD BUT YOU WERE OUT WATCHING A MOVIE :O So late. On a school night. Naughtyyyy.

Victor said all of us were going back, underline ALL. The only people who are going (or went) back are the Malaysians. And even so, only Evon, Jia Yeei and me :P So stop crapping and start hanging out Victor Chen. Take pictures of what I'm missing :D

I wasted the weekends on finally hanging out. JOY JOY JOY. And I'm actually watching TV :O

Picture spammmmm;
INDO CLASS OUTING #1
Bel, Shini, and Priscilla :D
Bel and I ^^
Okay we took way more pics than that, but I'm lazyyy. Look in FB for it xD The food was really good, btw :D We ordered like, one dish each and then we grabbed each others food haha. WE MUST TRY ALL THE ASIAN FOOD AROUND. Haha. They're the best ppl to eat with and discuss FOOD. Then we camwhored at the bus stop. Heyy, don't knock the bus stop, pretty good place to snap pics :P

On to the next one:
GIRLS DAY OUT
Well, because we all happened to be...*shock* GIRLS! :O
Two Koreans, Two Malaysians, One Taiwanese and a 3 Chinese from China :D

On the way there...Jia Yeei and I

Went to a Korean restaurant for yummy jajangmyun :DD
While waiting for food...Gi Won and I^^

The jajammyun I ordered. Means half-spicy and half black bean. The bowl was gigantic and soooo yummy. Really :D

Camwhoring in the alleyway...
Shirley and me :DJulie and meTan Ji unni and me :DMe, Shirley and Jia Yeei :)Cheryl and Gi Won hahaha so cuteee.

Tan Ji and me...in a bowling bar, which we didn't do anything except take MORE pics :PGloria Jean's :DD My cookies-and-cream mocha chiller :D
Jia Yeei had a caramellatte haha.I don't have pics with Lydia or Cheryl T.T

Can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait!
♥ Michelle

whoo whoo.

2009-04-03T20:08:00.006+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!!

The last day of term barely felt like a school day. Well, after ESL SAC :P

Free period: Talking to Tan Ji unni :D

Jia Yeei and me taught Lydia, Stacey, Cheryl, Julie, Shirley how to play Cikupak (err?) LOL. So funnyyy. Stacey kept winning =.= And ran around looking for people that know how to play something involving hands and Milo Ice. Joey was our target :P (Sarahhh you have got to teach me how to play Milo Ice or wtv and Conquer -esp. Conquer!)

My double Methods was the bombbbb! Relations and notations are soooo confusinggg, but I like chatting and listening to Nav and Andrew banter and argue with each other haha. The second period was a total NO WORK DONE. YAY :D Nav spent the whole time playing Tetris and commenting on what the teacher or we were saying even though he looked as if he wasn't paying ANY attention to anything but his Tetris. Played Connect 4 and Tic Tac Toe with Andrew hahaha. It's been ages lar...I won once for Connect Four BY ACCIDENT and I didn't even notice I WON, Andrew's really good xD I'm terrible bleh. I had lots of fun :D Found out other functions for my CAS calculator...^^

GMA! Watched the first half of Mr Bean's Holiday. OMG that was hilarious, I nearly laughed my stomach out when he sang for money HAHA WATCH IT. Priceless! The last part of Chem was watching people arm wrestle LOL.

THE BUS SERVICE TODAY WAS TERRIBLE. Imagine, you're standing there, watching the electronic board and one by one of the buses on the list just DISAPPEAR. There was no bus for half an hour, the rain started pouring and it was ICE COLD and I felt like my bones had all frozen, and the next bus was 20 minutes late! Gah. Never knew public transportation could be soooo...omg. Emily and me just kept staring at the board and complaining about the bus D: Haha.

Cold cold cold COLD...but the hols are here!

♥ Michelle

PS. Victor wants to see my blog. HAHA.
Vic says:
wait...
Vic says:
you hav a blog!
Vic says:
can I see?
SH oh SH sigh :D

2009-04-02T14:29:00.003+08:00

I'm still worried Jia Yeei. You know me, the only thing that's on my mind these days. The one I can't stop fussing over, with a terrible urge to kick a certain someone for causing me these irrational fears. I wish I could take your advice and give a good shove to the direction of the floor (stairs?) and then 'apologize'.

Isn't the life of that bleurgh excuse for the human being screwed up enough without trying to screw up mine too? You won okay? It's last year, old news. Let go. LEAVE ME ALONE.

1 day till the end of term :D
2 days till Indo class outing xD
3 days till Girls Day Out :P
I am going to miss Methods terribly. And ESL. The classes that make me laugh the hardest and have most fun. The rest? Not so. Lame jokes are really really awesome btw xD
Anyway, holidayssss! (and holiday homework =.=;;;)

I LOST 5 DOLLARS. No big right? Well, except that I'm nearly penniless. A kind man asked me whether it was my money and I said no, of course not. And then duh, I realised the money's mine. Sigh. *is stupid* Counting my money (more like my 5 cents) now :S Anyway, I PASSED GMA! OMG. YAYYAYYAY! I got more than I dared to hope for :DDDD

I used up nearly all of my free credit on Jia Yeei. Hahaha I'm so prouddd! Never before I thought I'll see this day :P Seriously, why do we even bother reading each other's blogs when we know practically all that happened in a (school) day? xD I'm still stalking you, I don't care :P

Doing one of your tags now...bored (already?! xD)

Copy and paste and put your own answers in. The purpose of this is to get to know your friends better and it’s so much fun!

Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

Were You Named After Anyone??
Nope
When was the last time you cried??
Yesterday?
Do you like your handwritting??
Yes...except I can't write cursive :P
What is your favourite lunch meat??
PORK TOO JIA YEEI.
Do you have kids?
Like, duh...not o___O;;
If you were another person,would you be friends with you?
Yes? Hahahahahahaha.
Do you use sarcasm?
Yepp.
Do you still have your tonsils?
I think so. :O
Would you bungee jump?
NO NO NO jiayeei you're insane.
What is your favourite cereal?
Milo xD
Do you untie your shoe when you take them off?
Most of the time...no.
What colour is your towel?
Blue?
What is your favourite Ice-cream?
lime?! omg. i love love love cookies and cream, the end :D
What is the first thing you notice about people?
How they act? I dunno.
Red or Pink?
No to both? xD
What is your least favourite thing about yourself
over-sensitivity.
Who do you miss the most?
my grandmother, sarah chin and all the m'sians.
Do you want everyone to complete this list?
There is...no one :O
What colour pants and shoes are you wearing?
Barefoot as well. Blue shorts..
What is/was your favourite toy?
Piggyy. The people who gave it to me will know <3
What are you listening to right now?
Better Today - Ne-Yo
If you were a crayon,what colour would you be?
I wanted to be purple too! Nah, blue then.
Favourite smells?
Err...?
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Jia Yeei.
Favourite Drink
Milk tea. Or specifically, Mango milk tea with grass jelly :D
Favourite sports to watch?
Badminton and tennis :D
Hair Colour?
Black.
Eye colour
Black.
Do you wear contacts?
Nah.
Favourite food?
Dunno, what I love to eat?
Scary movies or Happy endings?
HAPPY ENDINGS. Jia Yeei I'm more convinced than ever you're off your head :P
Last movie you watched?
...*thinks* That's how long it's been. Bride Warss~
What colour shirt are you wearing?
My "I want my nasi lemak, teh tarik, chicken rice, etc. now!" shirt xD
Summer or Winter?
Winter
Hugs or Kisses?
Hugs :)
Favourite pastime?
Readingg. Photoshop.
Most likely to respond?
None.
Least likely to respond?
None.
What book are you reading now?
Nothing? Textbooks. Pfft?
What is on your mouse pad?
The mouse???
What did you watch on TV last night?
No tv last night D:
Favorite sound(s)?
Music? does that count?
Rolling Stones or Beatles?
...
Where is the farthest place you been from home?
err. where i am now xD
Do you have a special talent?
I read super duper fast. Hahaha that's so special :P
Where were you born?
MALAYSIA :) I shall leave your answer there Jia Yeei.
Whose answer are you looking forward to getting back?
None :P
How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
I didn't.
If you could vote,would you vote for or against gov?
Never thought about it.
Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?
Doing the course I finally figured out I wanted...on my way to living the comfortable life? xD

For once your tag came in handy :P
♥ Michelle

Rollercoasterr

2009-03-31T16:37:00.003+08:00

Human emotions? As fickle as fickle can be.

11 days to go ♥
I shall be honest and admit I'm afraid to go back. This is what I've been waiting for, for the past year plus. This is the part where both my friends and I fantasize about what we'll do as soon as we meet. God only knows how much I miss you guys (!!!), but I know, I just KNOW it won't be the same, and I'm afraid to expect anything. But more than anything, I welcome the hellos and I'm terrified of the goodbyes, coz they happen to come hand in hand. It's exactly what Pui Lei said. The hellos, hugs and reunions will be worth the goodbye, right? :X

I'm seriously resisting the urge to start calling the M'sian ppl and tell the telephone bill to go stuff itself, but yeahhh :D

It feels like its been ages since I last talked to Sarah. It's funny how the more I don't talk TO you, the more I want to talk ABOUT you. I miss you miss you miss you. Somehow I'm gonna call and plan everything we're going to do...hope school's not sucking the life out of you. ♥ Am listening to the songs you gave me (you give me the awesome-st songs ever)...makes me miss you even more.

I didn't finish my Math test paper. Again. Effing extended response question. I swear those freaking long questions are designed to make a person panic and lose all brains. But a lot of people didn't finish either (THOUGH I STILL WANT TO FINISH IT), I suppose it can't be that bad. I'm just wondering if I'll keep screwing up all tests like this. See a pattern? Test - Don't finish - C. C! C!!!

I want my Methods free period back please T.T
I should totally be doing the Accounting assignment instead of blogging.
It's funny how some people could fill you with so much hatred that you just want to punch the living daylights out of them, and some people make you smile like there's no tomorrow. Jia Yeei will get this :)
♥ Michelle

GMAA!

2009-03-29T12:49:00.002+08:00

I've spent 5 HOURS doing GMA...sounds so long and hardworking...NOT. I spent an hour over one question. 5 QUESTIONS IN 5 HOURS!

I've got to be the most lopek M'sian student ever :O
I pray pray pray this test will work out okay. GIVE ME MY MATH CONFIDENCE BACK, STUPID GMA TEST PAPER! T.T *is crazy*

I MISS PHOTOSHOP. Need to get a ps-fix veryyy soon. Revamping layout as soon as I come back from M'sia :D With pictures. No one can hide from me and my cameraaaa.
M'sia, Girls Day Out, Indo Class Day Out, all coming soon :DDD

Meanwhile, I have:
- Accounting Assignment Pt 2,3,4
- Accounting Chap 6,7,9 Test
- Accounting Worksheet (due tmr!)
- GMA Test
- Chem Set F
- ESL Sac

Is that all? Say yes.
I am sooooo math-ed out I can start jumping on people. Watch out humans!
♥ Michelle

fridayyyy yippee :D

2009-03-27T15:37:00.002+08:00

Friday is here :D

I swear, the last week of term before holidays has to be the MOST STRESSFUL time. Suddenly everything is due, exams start to show up, work needs to be handed in. !!! Nggrh. INDO ORAL tmr. OMGOMG I'm no where near readyyy D':

Finished the week off with a pretty good Friday, considering next week will be a HORROR.

I had Methods which my teacher wasn't here, so first we had a sub, and then we had a free :D Andrew and Nav really made me laugh looking for business names for Nav's sports shop, coz Andrew was looking for names from his accounting book. Accounting textbooks have to have the worse LAMELAMELAME (but LOL) kind of business names ever. Anyway I couldn't stop laughing :D There was also Luna Park, Disneyland and Singapore somewhere in our convo haha.

Then they turned on the smelly suffocating heater, and we had to escape (the air outside was sooo good), so we went to the library and read Simpsons comics. LOL. :DD I love Methods, kthxbye xD

Then I had gma after lunch. Our teacher was trying to convince us not to scare off the student teacher, and he told us all these stories about his student teacher days (which weren't that long ago) and our class kept asking him to show us examples by acting it out LOL.

Needless to say, I hardly did any work. It was every bit worth it :D
INDO ORAL *running around like a headless chicken*
Going out for dinner soon,
♥ Michelle

whee.

2009-03-25T12:44:00.004+08:00

I'm sitting next to a moth. Dead overturned one. With its white insides looking so squishy and legs sticking out. Never ever peer at something when you're all bleary-eyed, just woke up from a (terrible) nap. Bleargh... !!! :O

Parent Teacher Night over and done with :) I think I might have gotten the lowest for GMA in my class *fail*
GMA is like fun and games for everyone else, except me =.= They play Bluff and look at the things on my teacher's computer with music and games and whatnot xD
But it was so LOL when Niv put the joker cards in both Peter and Ashan's back pockets, and go, "Hey, Ashan, look at Peter's arse!" and the same to Peter. And they both looked and laughed at each other's butt while Niv was laughing himself away.

No Methods for almost a whole week :D Yay and boo.
Okay, I don't even know why I'm blogging. INDO SAC THIS SAT. Impromptu oral. About 'Pengaruh Barat'. Helppp.
- Michelle

just keep swimming

2009-03-24T13:01:00.003+08:00

Be myself, be myself, just be myself...breathe.
What if...
Gosh. Worse possible scenarios playing in head right now.

You will never know how grateful I am to you for today, Jia Yeei...until I tell you tmr (or tonight :P) of course.
And Cheryl and Nick too.

I miss how Methods used to be.
Please let something good come out of this.

17 days to d-day ♥
♣ Michelle

kill math.

2009-03-22T14:42:00.004+08:00

I am THIS CLOSE *fingers 1 cm apart* to throwing in the towel and giving up on Math altogether.
After school? Math. Weekends? Math. Hols? Math. What hw do I have? Math.
*is staring at the mess of cubic and quartics*
*is aware that bearing hw is waiting for her next*

Gahhhhhhhh. Serves me right for doing double Math.
I AM DROPPING GMA. DROPPING GMA. I don't want to quit it, but I'll be admitted into tanjung rambutan before I succeed in doing it. SPESH (specialist math) NEXT YEAR would just be the death of me.
I think I will rejoice the day I get into GMS. GMS GMS GMS.
If teacher springs an Accounting test on us without prior warning, I'll fling a rock and choke someone.

MSN keeps shutting itself down. Gah. Sorryyy Jia Yeei.
*rereads what I wrote*
I think I'm at the brink of insanity, plus other worries in my head now. GAH.
- with one last gah, michelle

bye week.

2009-03-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

My favourite Stitch which belongs to Victor and is now reported MISSING. omg.
See my pencilcase and my books? XD

One more week down the chute...buhbye :D
22 days to M'sia ♥

Today was a pretty crappy day, in fact it's been pretty crappy mid-week :(
Methods today was unbearable. It felt like something was missing, and I couldn't wait to just get out of the class, but I regret doing that now...I missed out on enjoying one of my favourite classes. I'm stupid, that's all I can say. And I'm sorry.

The best thing today was the BURGER. Yes, an actual burger. I've to blog about it bcoz it's the nicest thing that happened today, after one whole crappy day. The line must have been all the way to the other end of the earth, and I was so tempted but I didn't want to queue. Hahah. Anyway, Nick bought one for me, I wasn't even expecting it coz I was really quite full, and decided not to buy one. Anyway, after school I was SO hungry the burger was major yum. So thank youu.

I love you extremely much JuJu for blogging. Even though it had MOLD ew in it. Erm, tickets to my comeback are VIP, so be grateful :D I miss OU and thankyouvellyvellymuch for the pic♥♥ Talk to you soon dear~

Currently chatting with Sarah and Ping senpai :D
The weekends are here. Joyyy :D
♥ Michelle

my comeback

2009-03-18T15:55:00.003+08:00

haha.my comeback.lol. woo its been a long time since i blog hor..
luckily,someone reminded me....u know who u r :)

so yes..im back..hello everyone. i miss the blog! but maybe the blog doesn't miss mee..
i got nothing much to say...hmmm maybe one thing..
someone called us SPM ppl..sound so sad la....u r scaring me tau..
but its good to scare us..
march holidays now..enjoying bits n bits of it..hehe

anyone here heard all sj songs from 3rd album?sorry sorry very addictive..others r still alright..but somehow..i don't think the songs from this album are tat WOAH...2nd album seems..nicer..hahaha..

ah..michelle..u r having ur comeback in malaysia too!lol shld we hv a concert?hahah shld i start promoting n sell tickets?lol..whr u wan uautogragh session to be held?lol u comnig back in less than 25days i think!..its been a year since u dump us here..(lol just kidding)..ahhh can't wait for u to comeback..i wonder how u look like now..although u jsut show me ur school pic mins ago..
i want to see u in meat n flesh.lol..wat shall we do togetherwhen u r back ah??^^

Thats pretty much for now..sorry sorry shawty shawty..!
Mrs.Choi Ju-Lian :)

Just some pics to share...look at this ..how gross...i know u ppl will be scolding me for sharing such ugly pic hahaha...

n this is me n my sis...just taken yesterday at 1utama rainforest.nvr knew 1utama had such beautiful n peaceful place. i think this shld be my ideal place to study for SPM..anyone joining me?

Mrs.Choi and her sis:)

it's us all the way baby.

2009-03-17T20:19:00.004+08:00

Sarah, even if you make me be the lamest i can ever be when i'm talking to you, i don't care xD
That was the best MSN convo I've had in ages. ilysmmm. you have bombed my dynamite. lol i'm still on a lame streak xDDD <33
Also somewhere at the top are the massive 5 hour long convos with Jia Yeei and Victor :P

*crack*crack*crack* says:
I KNOWWWWWWWWW
*crack*crack*crack* says:
LET'S TYPE IN CAPSLOCK
[michelle] says:
YES

[michelle] says:
you see...i think of you in places like the sewerage and the toilet
*crack*crack*crack* says:
wow so you must be in the toilet and sewarage like 3/4 of your time?
[michelle] says:
LMAO

i'm feeling good even though i have a SAC tmr :O
Reminder: Call Jia Yeei sometime. For fun. When she forgets i'm supposed to call her :P
Enjoy March hols guys!
♥ Michelle

bearing: who cares about the ship?

2009-03-16T15:32:00.003+08:00

I don't understand GMA (general math advanced, something like further math in s'pore or wtv).
Kill me please.
No matter how many hours I spend slaving over it, trying to comprehend the jumble of alphabets and numbers, I CANNOT APPLY IT. OMG.

Liyanayana, you were the best for listening to be ramble and blubber on the phone over my stupid results. I only wish I could have talked longer (erm, not cry longer...talk longer xD)
And Sarah, imissyouvellyvellyvellymuch.
Still lack of ppl online :O

25 days before I touch down in M'sia.
I'll probably spend the week before that running around, trying to get assignments and homework done before I fly back. Crapppp.

jiayeeijiayeei, i don't really know what to say...i'm crossing my fingers that it won't turn out as bad as you think it'll be<3

*goes back to bloody GMA*
♥ Michelle

sickkk.

2009-03-10T13:43:00.007+08:00

I hate how a coconut gets stuck in my head. shh jiayeei, talk to you tmr.

I've been SICK. Seriously, being sick never feels good. First time being sick in Aussie. Joyy.
Except that I caught up with some tv and Kdrama :D
Bleh. Feel loads better now, but still. Thank you Yezi for smsing me, even though I didn't reply :)

I experienced an earthquake! While I was playing comp games, and had no reaction at all until my uncle called. Thenn I freaked out and called Jia Yeei (bcozyou'resofuntocall:P) and spammed Fuji on MSN, while Victor was spamming me with earthquake info LMAO.
If it was a real earthquake and the house started falling in, I think my reaction would be way too slow :X I might actually. be. buried. choi *touch wood*

I know Sarahh and Ju's been online, where are the rest of you people?
1 month+ to go before I land in tanah airku. So patriotic :D
Eunice asked me if I could get her coloured contact lenses. OMG how do I choose colour contact lenses??? Shoot me.
Yes Sarah, I'm rajin until tak boleh tahan. Don't you love me even more? Hope to see you online more this week, I've got heaps more to tell you xD <33 Your exam results will be FINEE *hugs*

♥ Michelle

BACK.

2009-03-06T16:42:00.002+08:00

Whoot.
I see someone has been diligent.
Hello. I don't blog. I LJ....WTH?
Okay. fine.
Here I am blogging.
But I've had bad experiences with blogging so I'm just gonna stick with LJ-ing.

Things that have been popping up?

.March exams sucked like 573095710853.
.I've a bad feeling about it.*gosh, if ppl like ST and SL beat me...it'll be like DOOM*
.Getting a prize for 2nd in the whole form*it's embarrasing when I taalk abt it with the March exam
.SuJu's third album photos are sdghDGHsiodgh;GHsodighlsdfkdskfhK....
.KIBUM IS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY HOT.
.Posting up my newest fic; non-gasoo that is.
.It's gonna be on my LJ
.So check it out.
.I know you love my layout....whoooooooooo
.I suck.
.I love Michelle. Right back at 'ya

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sarah the chicken who HATES failure and DETEST horrid exam results

All hail my SuJu loveles who look well......lovely:)

so the drama.

2009-03-05T13:51:00.003+08:00

Victor is right..."What a day." He and Liz pakat spam me on MSN the moment I came on. Tsk tsk :P

First Andrew (fortunately) asked me if I was in Peter's class coz we had a test tmr. And I was like, "WHAT TEST?!"
My teacher refuses to change the date, saying that it is on the whiteboard. How the heck are we supposed to know that the little messages on the whiteboard were meant for us?! Grr.
Then there was that blowup in ESL class which was just :O

I ride the bus, and these little kid gets his head jammed in between the doors and the DOOR WON'T MOVE. Everyone was yelling at the bus man, coz the kid was crying and it must have hurt like hell. The bus man yelled back at them coz the button doesn't work, and someone had to press the emergency button :O

One thing, ESL SAC has been postponed! :D
And here's to the long weekend, which coincides with the beginning of March hols for the SPM people :D
And Liz, project 365 (more like zero zero three) is on again! :P
♥ Michelle

tagged xD

2009-03-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Jia Yeei tagged me =.=
And I usually don't do tags, but what the heck (for you jy, be impressed :P)

Once you've got tagged, you have to answer ALL the questions HONESTLY. Lastly, choose 6 people to be tagged.
i have no one to tag :( understandomondo? jy, i'm useless at these questions, you've been warneddd.

How old were you when you had your first relationship?

Hmm...Never :P

Are you single/taken?

Single

Do you like anyone right now?

Nope.

Ever had your heartbroken?

What do you think?

Miss anyone right now?

Best friends in M'sia a.k.a SPM ppl xD

Who was the last person you sent a text to?

Pris

Last person to text you?

Pris

Last person you saw?

My mum?

What was the last thing you said to someone?

Shoo. (really :O)

Who is top in your top friends?

My top in my top friends? =.= Sarah Chin, the end :D

Who do you trust the most in your life?

Sarah, Nikki, Lei Lei, Chris, Juju, Yezi, Jia Yeei (ily jy, right back at ya), Lydia, Cheryl
Lol is that too many?

Who do you love most?

Family. Sarah.

Ever been in love?

I don't believe I have.

Who has hurt you the most?

People?

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?

Don't think so, and no thank you xD

Are you happy?

I'm okie-o dokie-o.

How many good friends do you have?

A certain number, but more than enough :D

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?

Nope.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?

Nope.

Ever been cheated on?

Nope.

Ever been told someone loved you?

Love in what way?

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?

Yes, not in thattt way *bangs head*

Not meant it?

occasionally maybe.

What is your idea of true love?

Why, do you believe it exists?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not really.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?

Maybee.

Tagged :
No one? xD

emo

2009-02-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

i get so emotional nowadays even i want to hit me xD
mood swings from here to there sigh.
let this week be over, then it shld be alright :D

thinking, thinking.

2009-02-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

I'm still behind school wise.
Loved talking to Lei and Christine these two days =) Nothing makes me happier than rambling off about positively nothing and just being myself.
I can't seem to concentrate in ESL, who knows why? It's troubling. It's like I HAVE to distract myself from writing the essay or wtv.
Mag committee tmr, hope it'll be good.
It's the only thing I still look forward to other then break, lunch, after-school and MAM class. And the Stitch that I kidnapped :P Yep, Stitch from Lilo & Stitch.

For you in the know, yes, you JY (I'm typing in small font, learnt from you =P), I'm still tired and confused and I know I can't go through all this again. Problem is, how DON'T i go through this again? The problem with hoping and believing is that it can just remain a hope or a belief, and nothing else. I can't afford that.
You're awesome for still sticking with me, though I've been weird lately. LOL.

stand by me.

2009-02-22T06:53:00.003+08:00

I miss you BFF. And knowing you're off internet soon (around the time when I go back -.-) and that I will see less of you makes me miss you even more. I'll have to call more often and send you more packages and letters hahaha. It's funny how I thought we've been through it all but here comes more challenges. Can't wait to talk to you, Sarah...like, today?

Played badminton ytd. 8 ppl with 1 court, it's insane. Feels like I didn't play at all =.=
Indo class was alright, can't believe teacher didn't correct the translation Shini and me wrote wahaha. Got loads of red marks on my essay though bleh.
Discussed flashers (?!) and cute bus drivers (what?) and horrible bus drivers (mostly Asian T.T)
Hung out with the ppl on Friday (Yezi, Victor, Jia Yeei, Michael, Kan, Stacey, Shirley). It's been awhile since we had something like all of us sitting round the table, eating KFC (belanja-ed by some of us) and drinking :D (yeah, beer :PPPP)
I like that. Wish we could do it more often, no thanks to the sucky period 8 I have ><

Two tests, one assignment possibly a SAC next week. Aigoo. *hits head*

ladeeda.

2009-02-18T17:35:00.003+08:00

I'm actually having loads of fun in school nowww.
Still listing things to do when I head back to M'SIA this April =D
I don't think I'll be there for any bdays though :x

I miss Lydia a lot. And I would have said I missed Yezi a lot too, but we've chatted more lately. It's been so long (no, actually, 3 weeks) since we've done anything together or called each other. I used to know anything that's going on in their lives as much as they knew mine. I miss them.
Sometimes I wonder if the friendships you build during childhood are the ones that last, and after that, they evolve every year and sometimes they even fade away.
Michael and me are in totally different classes, but we have lunch and play badminton almost once every week, so it's not so bad =)
Cheryl is the best locker sortof partner everr wahaha.
Victor makes me laugh all the time.
Sarah always accompanies me to the shopping centre =D
Hmm...I wonder if Jia Yeei will get offended if I don't mention her? LOL. I love hanging out and 'teman'-ing her.

Things have changed. Whether it's me, friendships (in M'sia or here).
I wonder what took me so long to fully comprehend that.
♥ Michelle

points you!

2009-02-15T15:41:00.012+08:00

I feel like I'm gonna die of hw overload. Unlike some ppl. *ahemjycough*
Next week's action-filled with SACs (lameee...but pronounce that) and tests. Kill me.

Lol it's so late, but first week of school ;P I know the ppl in my classes, but not know KNOW. More like hi how are you bye T.T
GMA - Don't know anyone. I'm a nerd there, constantly doing work and not chatting at all except to say hi hahah.
MAM - Loads of ppl in this class: Lydia, Andrew, Stacey, Shirley. Behind on hw ALREADY.
ESL - JIA YEEI! I like typing that LOL. But anyway, you have been mentioned muahaha. With Yezi, Victor and Evon of coz =D
Acc - Jia Yeei again OMGOSH =.=. LOL. Julie, Nadine, Sayanthri =D
Indo - Loads of M'sians (Pris, Yi-Lyn, Shini) and 2 awesome Indonesians (Feby, Bel) I know well hmm?
Chem - Eunicee. One person T.T Better than GMA anywayyy.
*GMA and MAM = something like Math and +M3 xD

I hated being in ESL. I dreaded going to class, like some form of torture. I know Yezi's awesome and there's Evon but still. Anyway, Victor came back and I met Jia Yeei so I guess it's not that bad after all. I miss Miss Joy T.T The rest of my classes weren't bad lar I guess. Mr. Brydon gets sooooo excited about Math I love going to class wowee =D

I can't even go out without worrying about my damn homework.
But I did xD Finally watched movie in 52890582 years. Talked a lot, ate a lot. Wahaha.
And now going to some Hakka restaurant which actually sells Hokkien food. What? xD

AND HARLO PPL. I need some comments on the stuff you guys got (that I made *gets kicked*). I cracked my brain and poked my fingers at least tell me what you think of it haha. Kidding. But still...*wishes she could see your reactions*

Anyway, attacking ESL and stealing grapes now.
Toodles! I haven't heard from some of you guys (except Liyana Banana and Sarah (imyyybff.) in ages *HINTT*
Shld post pics soon.
♥ Michelle
P.S. I ammm boring, hmm?

boo.

2009-01-26T11:01:00.001+08:00

I should totally blog more, but what can I say? I'm lazy ><
CNY is a little weird in Aussie...anyway, HAPPY CNY GUYS!
For those I haven't seen on MSN for ages, come online soon guys~ imy.
I predict SPM is going to be a horrible year for MSN. Tsk tsk TT__________TT

Anyway, everyone's due to be flying back this week, as school starts the same time as you guys go back to school :S
Sooo boo and yay at the same time. Aish.

-irock,michelle

MALAYSIA

2008-12-22T10:22:00.002+08:00

MICHELLE IS RETURNING TO VISIT.
TWICE. CALENDAR IT =)
APRIL. DEC. 2009.

OMG OMG I can't wait. I just booked the tickets yesterday.
And couldn't stop telling everyone about it.
Myspace, FB, Plurk, Frishie, Giselle, Cheryl...even my teacher LOL.

Hols are here Fuji^^ Started 21st Nov till 2nd Feb yippee.
Going to watch rented movies now wahahaha.
Christmas is coming, places are lighted up like crazy man. Pics soon =D

Eh!

2008-12-02T15:31:00.002+08:00

I found out how to make an entry! :D *PROUD* ~~*gets shot*~~
So how are you Michelle? Is it holidays yet for you guys? :)
It is for us back in Malaysia (as you sedia maklum), but I'm basically doing nothing except stoning in front of my computer the whole day.
(Yesterday, my mum looked at me and remarked, "Chooi Yi, your face is so fat now." ...WHAT. I didn't even gain weight at all! Meanie T.T)
What I do online? Haha, you can find me on LiveJournal every day for sure. This is my LJ. It's mostly just fangirling about a J-rock band called alice nine. (with the .) And guess who introduced them to me? None other than the one who is your badminton buddy forever, Liyanayana. Rofl.

Yeah. I think that's it. ^_^=
Mata ne, baibai! ♥

exams

2008-11-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

One word.
EXAMS.
*michelle disappears*

I know you guys are on hols.
Shaddup.
Exams end in a week!

=DDD for sarah

2008-11-02T07:58:00.005+08:00

Warning: I take bad pics.
And Sarah owns.

Italian restaurant called Romanza. Never ate it before.

Church very very near like one road away from my house. But I don't go here :O

Spring Gala at my school. My sis and three of my friends performed =D

I see a traffic light! :|

7 Eleven in Australia LOL. Bricks!

Hainanese Chicken Rice during Singapore Day yummm~

People at Singapore Day =D

Westfield Shopping Centre...I think this is the hotel LOL

SARAH = T.G.I Fridays

Randommmm~ A car!

Blockbusterrr rent videos whoo!

Petrol station

Near my cousin's house shoplots =D

Shopping centre closeee to my house. Go in everytime I come back from school♥

The view from the line I was queuing at Singapore Day =D

LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE.

What a ride...

:/

:DDDD

holiday update

2nd week already :O

happy birthdayy bestie!

Summer break x)

tomorrow's a new year :O

muahaha exams are done :D

we're this close to the finish line... =D

@.@

the legal age :D

it'll be over soon :O

salt and pepper.

vce baby D:

whattt? hols are so very nearly over D:

2010 x)

holeeedayss D:

wave at the days as they go by x)

yr 11 formal :)

passing time :)

so longg yr 11 :)

Graduation Nite 2009

neither here nor there.

Last Post B4 SPM

i dont care-e-e-e-e

feels like flyingg.

malaysia

Today

homecoming.

insomnia :O

bad habit.

h-h-h-h-heartbreaker :)

never say never.

reason to smile.

seoul infinite dream.

we're awesome like that.

here i am

bday d-day xD

one-seven omg.

chingu ♥

tell me why.

i was a dreamer.

maxed out.

panda eyes :O

nostalgia; ten years.

heartquake.

ns

ohh the days are free...

calm for now.

for it was never meant to be;

torturous silence.

ohh the italian man who wen to malta.

we are running

sweeeet.

screw gma.

wonderBANG!

i think so.

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

laugh at charlie. omg random.

furballs

gms ftw.

ladeedum dum

imy.

zzz.

a week has gone by...

lolli lolli...oh lollipop-pop :D

it's timeee baby.

the weekends :O

whoo whoo.

Rollercoasterr

GMAA!

fridayyyy yippee :D

whee.

just keep swimming

kill math.

bye week.

*my comeback*

it's us all the way baby.

my comeback

points you!